My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

“Maybe a bit of both. We need to unpack this new development with the twins, then I for Sure cannot sleep without Sam, but he’s patient, he’ll wait all night if I want him to. She shrugs and we both laugh.

We both crawl in my bed and under my comforter and she teaches me the finer points of understanding boy behavior. I don’t really care, and I don’t

really understand but it is fun to talk about something that isn’t training or homework for a change so I just listen. It’s the first time I’ve really ever just

sat here and been a kid. It’s a mind blowing concept for me. It’s not long before I am dozing off in my cloud of a bed. She kisses me on the forehead and says good night as I drift off to sleep.

I roll over and stretch, I have no idea what time it is, but there is no light in the sky, so I can only assume it’s my usual early wake-up. I get up, use the bathroom and then wander around my room. My room.

I can ‘t believe Mateo brought me here to get me away from our father, to give me some level of peace and acceptance. I tried to read in my new

but I believe Sam’s threat and I don’t dare try to leave to go

I can’t sleep. Sierra confirmed they were definitely flirting

like that before. Sure they are all drop-dead gorgeous and they all have the egos

when they invaded my personal space in a way that left my brian fuzzy and my legs weak and neither

the twins touch me the least. Mateo, Sam and Oliver always put an arm around my shoulder or hold

always sitting on someone ‘s lap. Someone seems to always have some type of physical contact with me, but the twins are just there in proximity unless

I couldn’t ‘t talk myself out of

it bothers me, we all cuddle together and basically sleep wherever, but now it seems different. I get to

or how any of this works. I shake my hands out, take a deep breath

in the dim light from the hallway I