My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

“Maybe a bit of both. We need to unpack this new development with the twins, then I for Sure cannot sleep without Sam, but he’s patient, he’ll wait all night if I want him to. She shrugs and we both laugh.

We both crawl in my bed and under my comforter and she teaches me the finer points of understanding boy behavior. I don’t really care, and I don’t

really understand but it is fun to talk about something that isn’t training or homework for a change so I just listen. It’s the first time I’ve really ever just

sat here and been a kid. It’s a mind blowing concept for me. It’s not long before I am dozing off in my cloud of a bed. She kisses me on the forehead and says good night as I drift off to sleep.

I roll over and stretch, I have no idea what time it is, but there is no light in the sky, so I can only assume it’s my usual early wake-up. I get up, use the bathroom and then wander around my room. My room.

I can ‘t believe Mateo brought me here to get me away from our father, to give me some level of peace and acceptance. I tried to read in my new

too antsy. I need to get up and move, but I believe Sam’s threat and

they said I ‘know where to find them’ if I can’t sleep. Sierra confirmed they were definitely flirting

all have the egos to back up their Sᴇaʀch

I never even considered anything more than friendship with any of them. Until last night, when they invaded my personal space in a way that left my brian fuzzy and my legs

to think of it, of all the guys the twins touch me the least. Mateo, Sam and Oliver always put an arm around my shoulder or hold my

some type of physical contact with me, but the

moved to my door hesitating for only a moment so I couldn’t ‘t talk myself out of this. I tiptoed

bothers me, we all cuddle together and basically sleep wherever, but now it seems

I have no idea what I am doing or how any of this works. I shake my hands out, take a

opens, I peekin and in the dim light from the hallway I notice it is almost exactly the same