My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

“I wouldn’t dream of doing that, besides…”

I have the ability to link both of you even though you cannot respond Marnie. Please be careful of your accusations before you start letting them fly

out of your mouth without any real thought. Gamma Brett links both of us. Her eyes go wide. I don’t think she has ever been called out like that

before, so used to getting away with flippant comments like that. He was far more calm than I would have been after days of her holding us back.

She’s trying, but it’s not any less frustrating.

“Sky to answer your question, we have started to think of those possibilities and work through them, and no, we would not use anyone as bait

unknowingly.

Marnie’s eyes go wide at the mention of people being used as “bait.’ I nod and we continue. Marnie makes no more comments or even asks what my

question was.

is her and Jeanie at least took my notes seriously and they have actually started participating in training,

painful

less painful than the first day with her, and to think, I have three more weeks of this rotation. I’m so

patrol cabin and check in before we all go our separate ways. I head off to Saturday morning training

first session up with the younger kids when I get there. It feels

the lockdown and can’t wait to catch up with them. I didn’t realize how much

finally master something they have been working on

walk into the arena, training is in full effect and for the first time ever, I just stop to

a group and they appear to be teaching release techniques for

engaged.

Brandon, a very hyper eight year old that reminds me of Sam when he was little, shouts

of my leg, breaking me out of

help but be drawn in by

and I am so caught up I don’t realize who he is dragging

by falling on my butt

exactly who saved my dignity. I look up at Cam’s face and give him a small smile. This is only the second

have to admit, it’s also the first time I have felt any sense of calm since