We hit a bump in the road that brings me out of that happy memory.

“Hang on. The rest of the ride is going to be rough. We usually run out here.” Nickolas’ gruff voice carries back as we slow down slightly to accommodate the dips and bumps in the trail.

“Why not make us run then? I don’t understand why we are being driven in if that isn’t the norm.”

position here, while better than when I started still isn’t the best and it’s pissing me off. But I can’t blame them either. When I’m supposed to be doing the same things as everyone else, told what to expect, but not a minute later someone is trying to intervene and make something more comfortable and change the directive we were all given, but the change

place here, thanks to the perceived special treatment. Even though all of you have a brand that should make that physically impossible. I just

you want to leave?”

have worked for. The only thing I have ever wanted for myself. The one thing that I chose, with no outside influence. The one thing I am good at. I need

am here now, away from all of that sh*t and I really want it to stay that way, but I can’t seem to get people to see past my physical presence. My age and my size will always be a problem, no matter what I do. I get that now.

emotions surrounding these thoughts are tamped down, cause I am so tired of the emotional roller coaster. Nickolas

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