My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

My eyes open slowly as I come out of a dreamless sleep. I have never not had a dream before. Everything was just black. Normally I relive all of the things Kaley has done to me over the years, but from a third person perspective.

I don’t wake from them in a cold sweat anymore, but I don’t know how to pull myself out of them either. have learned to just go along with the dream until the end. I can’t change what happens, but watching it play out isn’t fun either.

I have gotten so used to the dreams, ifs a part of my day and waking up fully rested for the first time ever is unusual. I can hear Mina moving next to me, but I can’t seem to get my body to move very fast. I am super like moving through quicksand.

“Mina?” My voice is gravelly and my throat is really dry and scratchy.

‘Yeah?” Her’s is just as rough.

“What happened?”

“I think we got everything we hoped and dreamed of and it came back to bite us in the ass.” She groans and I can see her out of the corner of my eye now. just realized my vision was blurry. I blink rapidly and roll to my side.

“Remind me to not want anything ever again.” grab my head to try and stop the pounding.

“Hey! Are you okay? I have been trying to talk to you for days.” My wolf asks.

What do you

that you were okay but I

supposed

wish someone would have said what the witch’s spell was going to do to

we out for days. How many days? My head is killing

How’s your wolf?” I look

she’s been drugged. How about

said weWe been out for days. No one said that our wolves would

we have the worst hangover

hungover, so I will take your word for it.” I laugh back at her,

we have got to get

a lot of ‘out’ options to be had. And I’m not super interested in being drunk. I’ve seen how stupid people are and that is not my

but a few drinks can loosen up your tight ass, and maybe help you have a good

her, because I can’t argue. Sierra has been trying to get me to do ‘teenager things’ since I got here and I just don’t really care to. She says I need to let go of my need to control everything. I then responded with ‘Hell no!’ and then laughed at her expression. I will, someday, but I just

need to practice before we hit up college parties right? Otherwise you’re going to have one drink