My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

He takes a deep breath and blows it out slowly. “Well I can see why you are different from the rest of the girls I know now. I’m not going to lie. I like you a lot, but I get where you’re coming from, especially if this is all new for you.” He grabs my hand and slowly interlocks our fingers. I’m sure some girl somewhere would be fighting to keep her heart rate in check because the gesture is super sweet, but it’s nothing for me.

I know the brand is doing its job and I don’t know if I would be interested in him as more than a friend even if it wasn’t, but I also feel bad for this boy who is showing me patience and kindness and affection and there is no way for me to truly reciprocate.

“I just know that mates are really important and I’m afraid of what might happen if I get attached to anyone and they don’t turn out to be my mate. How devastating would that be? For either person. It’s just really confusing. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be all hot and cold with you, I really just don’t know what to do.” Sᴇaʀᴄh thᴇ FindNʘᴠᴇl.nᴇt website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

Our food arrives at that point and he is saved from having to answer me. The homestyle meal is amazing. Pancakes, bacon, biscuits with sausage gravy, a side of fruit and coffee and juice. It makes me think of home and Gretchen cooking for me when I was by myself all the time. I would just sit at

the island eating and watching her bustle around the kitchen. It was always a quiet peace, lonely, but peaceful.

I close my eyes and savor every bite, lost in the memory for a second.

“Why is that so hot? You really enjoy your food don’t you?” I actually forgot I was alone. My eyes snap open to see Tyler watching me.

just stares. “What person doesn’t enjoy food after basically torturing themselves in

a lot of girls who don’t eat much, period.” He lowers his voice so only I can hear him. “Human girls are the worst about it, but she-wolves aren’t much better. Most

I want and when I’m hungry, it’s really not that big of a deal.”

your food are making it a very big deal.” He shifts

man. I need to change the topic, we keep venturing towards s*x and I need information, not

set my fork down because apparently eating turns

‘had’ a sister. Past tense.

it was chaos. We had no idea it was coming, we weren’t at war or even in a disagreement with any other pack that I’m aware of. My dad and mom worked in the packhouse so we usually knew what was going on just from them being around the leaders. The wolves were organized and

to take a breath and I

reach out and touch his hand lightly, not sure if that’s what he needs right now

didn’t you just leave or choose another Alpha and rebuild? I’m sorry,

Said it was by order of the Alpha King,

his eyes, but something else is there and I can’t describe it but,