My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

I stand there alternating playing with all of their hair as they all relax into me. It's funny, even with all of their weight, I don't feel unstable, my muscles aren't fatiguing at all and their dead weight is not light at all. How do I help them see through this illusion? Oliver won't be a problem, he just doubts his place. Hell, I denied mine for a long time, even when people flat out told me what was going to happen, or at least their version of it. I don't think anyone thought that we would have four Alphas, that I would be equal to the twins, that it was even possible for Oliver to ascend his rank.

Then I see the ripple. It's small and short lived but it's there. We are getting somewhere.

"Hey, Smalls. I like the hair pulling, but can you tell me what you are excited about?" I can hear Dakota's laugh in his words.

"I saw the illusion ripple. We are getting somewhere, I just don't know what we did to make that happen." I am talking fast now, but I can't move or do anything with all of them leaning on me like this. Oliver laughs and I can tell he's holding something back.

of jealous that you see things so much faster than

fix things and if we are truly equal, then you have to let us help you, let us in on your thoughts. This is our pack now, not just Cam and Kota's. All four of us carry the same weight, it's already been a lot and we are just getting started. The answer to every problem is 'how are WE going to fix it?' If I have to believe that I belong here as much as the rest of you,

turn to look

am still in my Gamma mindset and the two of you are wondering why you needed two more people as Alpha's to run this pack. Well, I don't know if you noticed, but our mate is so special

would feel inadequate next to her if it was just me or me and Kota. At least with the three

shimmers

I grip his hair. To keep him in place. Our insecurities are still there, not quite resolved. We kept talking, letting out all our doubts, many I didn't realize any of these guys carried around and we would be readdressing later. As the funnel dies down we can see the surrounding area, it's very dark. If we didn't have our

everyone