My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

I have this gorgeous white gown that has all the pizazz Sierra thinks it needs, but it is still my simple style. It is a mermaid styled dress with a bunched satin material making up the top of the bodice. The rest of the dress material is a matte white hanging from the satin, hugging all my curves in the right places. The bunched satin continues over my shoulders and crisscrosses between my shoulder blades and wraps back around the front creating this sexy wrap look. It finally finishes in the back, just above my tailbone where the satin attaches and hangs like a pleated train to the floor. Sierra has my hair loosely pulled to the side and over my shoulder. The beach waves are pinned strategically to look effortless, but they will not move at all. Luna Anne sent my silver shoes so I could wear them and tease the guys a bit since Xander got to see me in a dress for the first time before them. They probably won't even notice, but the nod is still funny to me and Xander is sure to bring it up if he notices.

"No, you look perfect. Let's go." She laces her arm with mine and we walk out together. Lil and Jena meet us as the elevator stops on the next floor down.

"Oh yes! They are going to die when they see you!" Jena coos and Lil laughs.

"I bet Dakota tries to get you in the greenhouse for a quickie before the ceremony starts."

"You're on!" Jena laughs. "There's no way Cam is going to let anything stall this ceremony. It has taken too long to happen as it is. And besides him and Oliver would never let Kota have all the fun while she looks like that. I bet you go into heat immediately."

I look down at my feet knowing my face just turned beet red. I don't know why it still embarasses me to talk about my sex life. At this point we are all adults and everyone here, but Lil, is mated and two of my friends are mothers. This is not new territory, but something about my sex life with three mates fascinates everyone and I don't enjoy it when it comes up.

little Luna she's supposed to be and not the well versed bedroom goddess she is." Lil prods, sending my embarrassment through

my face trying to reel in the heat in my cheeks. "You act like we do

have had the adight luxury of being mated, early I might add, with no heat or any of that craziness to deal with. If it was

get laid, my friend." Jena pats her

could find my mate early like some of us. So, you all will just have to deal a little longer with me living

to think about sex and mates and all of that? Be completely aware of

can appreciate a good looking

male or female mate?" I ask

I have both?