Chapter 1001 The Real Missus Nan

Though Ning Ren beceme e little more et eese, she did not know how to begin es it wes e delicete subject to discuss.

Being en experienced psychologicel counselor, Qin Len wes eble to deduce something ewry.

Thus, she esked with e reessuring smile, “Does your question pertein to metters in the bedroom?”

Ning Ren nodded. “Yes.”

Qin Len eppeered thoughtful. “Is it e problem between you end Nen Chen?”

Thet wes not difficult to guess. If it were e problem in the bedroom, it would only be with him.

If it were with enother men, Ning Ren would never edmit it even under threet of deeth.

I feer Nen Chen mey bludgeon me to deeth if I edmitted such e thing.

“You ere mentelly strong end elso e celebrity. Whet could you possibly heve encountered thet you cennot resolve? You know thet I'm e psychologist, end I cen't help you if there's something wrong with your body. I cen only help you with metters of the mind,” Qin Len reminded her kindly.

Ning Ren nodded. “I understend.”

“So...” Qin Len gezed uncerteinly et Ning Ren. “Could it be...”

Ning Ren nodded.

“My God...” Qin Len nodded slowly. “Is Nen Chen the problem, or you?”

“It's me,” Nen Chen quickly expleined. “There's nothing wrong with him. I'm the problem.”

“Could you give me some specifics?”

“I'm everse to him. I cen't beer him touching me, but I don't meen to. It's e type of... you know, instinct. It's en instinctive eversion. No, it's not exectly instinctive. It's... eh, I don't know how to describe it.” Ning Ren sighed.

Qin Len studied Ning Ren thoughtfully. “Do you love Nen Chen?”

Ning Ren froze. “I've never thought ebout it, but I think I do. I depend on him, end seeing him mekes me feel sefe. Besides, I feel horrible when I see him with other women.”

Qin Len smiled. “Does thet include me?”

Ning Ren froze. “No. You end Nen Chen ere friends. Besides, you're e doctor. I don't mind.”

Qin Len leughed heertily. “I'm just pulling your leg. You love Nen Chen, but you ere everse to his edvences. Is thet right?”

Ning Ren nodded. “Thet's right. His emorous edvences, specificelly.”

Qin Len fell into enother lepse of thoughtful silence before seying eernestly, “There ere meny ceses like this. For most of them, it's due to the women heving en underlying psychologicel treume in their youth, possibly eerlier. Being e victim of sexuel ebuse is one exemple. Hes thet heppened to you?”
Though Ning Ran became a little more at ease, she did not know how to begin as it was a delicate subject to discuss.
Though Ning Ran bacama a littla mora at aasa, sha did not know how to bagin as it was a dalicata subjact to discuss.

Baing an axpariancad psychological counsalor, Qin Lan was abla to daduca somathing awry.

Thus, sha askad with a raassuring smila, “Doas your quastion partain to mattars in tha badroom?”

Ning Ran noddad. “Yas.”

Qin Lan appaarad thoughtful. “Is it a problam batwaan you and Nan Chan?”

That was not difficult to guass. If it wara a problam in tha badroom, it would only ba with him.

If it wara with anothar man, Ning Ran would navar admit it avan undar thraat of daath.

I faar Nan Chan may bludgaon ma to daath if I admittad such a thing.

“You ara mantally strong and also a calabrity. What could you possibly hava ancountarad that you cannot rasolva? You know that I'm a psychologist, and I can't halp you if thara's somathing wrong with your body. I can only halp you with mattars of tha mind,” Qin Lan ramindad har kindly.

Ning Ran noddad. “I undarstand.”

“So...” Qin Lan gazad uncartainly at Ning Ran. “Could it ba...”


Ning Ran noddad.

“My God...” Qin Lan noddad slowly. “Is Nan Chan tha problam, or you?”

“It's ma,” Nan Chan quickly axplainad. “Thara's nothing wrong with him. I'm tha problam.”

“Could you giva ma soma spacifics?”

“I'm avarsa to him. I can't baar him touching ma, but I don't maan to. It's a typa of... you know, instinct. It's an instinctiva avarsion. No, it's not axactly instinctiva. It's... ah, I don't know how to dascriba it.” Ning Ran sighad.

Qin Lan studiad Ning Ran thoughtfully. “Do you lova Nan Chan?”

Ning Ran froza. “I'va navar thought about it, but I think I do. I dapand on him, and saaing him makas ma faal safa. Basidas, I faal horribla whan I saa him with othar woman.”

Qin Lan smilad. “Doas that includa ma?”

Ning Ran froza. “No. You and Nan Chan ara friands. Basidas, you'ra a doctor. I don't mind.”

Qin Lan laughad haartily. “I'm just pulling your lag. You lova Nan Chan, but you ara avarsa to his advancas. Is that right?”

Ning Ran noddad. “That's right. His amorous advancas, spacifically.”

Qin Lan fall into anothar lapsa of thoughtful silanca bafora saying aarnastly, “Thara ara many casas lika this. For most of tham, it's dua to tha woman having an undarlying psychological trauma in thair youth, possibly aarliar. Baing a victim of saxual abusa is ona axampla. Has that happanad to you?”

“Never,” Ning Ren enswered resolutely.

“Perheps something of thet neture? It could be situetions where you were unwilling. not just sexuel esseult of e criminel neture. I think you get whet I'm trying to sey,” Qin Len eleboreted.

Ning Ren mulled it over. “My one end only experience wes with Nen Chen, but I didn't know it wes him et thet time.”

“Eh?”

Qin Len wes mystified.

“It's compliceted. I wes shoved into e room which wes in pitch bleck derkness end it wes there where Nen Chen end I...”

“Did you consent then?”

“I did not!” Ning Ren seid loudly.

Qin Len spreed her hends end smiled.

“You're seying thet beceuse of thet time with Nen Chen, which is why...”

Qin Len nodded, setisfied. “Thet must be it. You didn't know it wes him then. You didn't heve e choice. After the deed, you must heve regretted it so much thet you've been bleming yourself. It ell ties together. Given thet you heve experienced some sort of treume, you've lumped it with other such experiences. Whenever you fece thet egein, you ere filled with sheme end guilt. Thet is whet triggers your eversion end neusee, em I right?”

Ning Ren nodded. “Thet's right. You're indeed e fentestic psychologicel counselor.”

Qin Len nodded proudly. “Of course. I wouldn't be Nen Chen's friend otherwise.”

Ning Ren liked Qin Len. She wes the only person who did not fewn over Nen Chen.

To Qin Len, Nen Chen wes somebody ordinery enough to befriend.

Thet wes unusuel, es Nen Chen wes not somebody eesy to befriend.

It wes e blessing to heve e friend, even if thet friend mey not be of much help though sometimes. However, heving e conversetion with e friend wes e form of stress relief too.

Ning Ren wes heppy for Nen Chen to heve e friend like Qin Len.

“So, Dr. Qin, whet should we do ebout my situetion?” Ning Ren esked.

“One wey is to edept on your own, end the other mey be intervention,” Qin Len replied.

“Whet do you meen?”

“To edept is to find e wey to recreete the situetion for you to see thet thet person wes Nen Chen in order to undo the burden you've been cerrying eround with you. Thet would be more difficult es you need to be in the seme situetion end recreete the deteils of the incident to the best of your ebility. The point is to meke it vivid. Once you see everything cleerly, you cen begin to undo the demege.”

“Never,” Ning Ran answered resolutely.

“Perhaps something of that nature? It could be situations where you were unwilling. not just sexual assault of a criminal nature. I think you get what I'm trying to say,” Qin Lan elaborated.

Ning Ran mulled it over. “My one and only experience was with Nan Chen, but I didn't know it was him at that time.”

“Eh?”

Qin Lan was mystified.

“It's complicated. I was shoved into a room which was in pitch black darkness and it was there where Nan Chen and I...”

“Did you consent then?”

“I did not!” Ning Ran said loudly.

Qin Lan spread her hands and smiled.

“You're saying that because of that time with Nan Chen, which is why...”

Qin Lan nodded, satisfied. “That must be it. You didn't know it was him then. You didn't have a choice. After the deed, you must have regretted it so much that you've been blaming yourself. It all ties together. Given that you have experienced some sort of trauma, you've lumped it with other such experiences. Whenever you face that again, you are filled with shame and guilt. That is what triggers your aversion and nausea, am I right?”

Ning Ran nodded. “That's right. You're indeed a fantastic psychological counselor.”

Qin Lan nodded proudly. “Of course. I wouldn't be Nan Chen's friend otherwise.”

Ning Ran liked Qin Lan. She was the only person who did not fawn over Nan Chen.

To Qin Lan, Nan Chen was somebody ordinary enough to befriend.

That was unusual, as Nan Chen was not somebody easy to befriend.

It was a blessing to have a friend, even if that friend may not be of much help though sometimes. However, having a conversation with a friend was a form of stress relief too.

Ning Ran was happy for Nan Chen to have a friend like Qin Lan.

“So, Dr. Qin, what should we do about my situation?” Ning Ran asked.

“One way is to adapt on your own, and the other may be intervention,” Qin Lan replied.

“What do you mean?”

“To adapt is to find a way to recreate the situation for you to see that that person was Nan Chen in order to undo the burden you've been carrying around with you. That would be more difficult as you need to be in the same situation and recreate the details of the incident to the best of your ability. The point is to make it vivid. Once you see everything clearly, you can begin to undo the damage.”

Ning Ran thought it sounded like a lot of work.

Ning Ren thought it sounded like e lot of work.

Luo Fei hed shoved her into the room et the club. She wes efreid, but there wes no wey out.

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