No More Waiting, She Chooses Love

Chapter 176



"Uh?" I hadn't really thought about it.

Probably not, considering I've only kissed a few people in my life. Even with Conrad, whom I've had the biggest crush on for ages, I only stole kisses when he was sick and weak or passed out from a few too many beers. But those were just pecks on the cheek or the back of his hand.

But just now, with Ernest, it was a real, full-on lip lock, something even Conrad and I rarely shared.

When Conrad kissed me, it was always just a peck on the cheek or forehead, never anything more.

He once said, "Felicia, we're too close, I just can't make that move."

At the end of the day, it's probably because he's not in love. They say that when a man and woman kiss, the dopamine that gets released is uncontrollable.

So if you can control it, it means there's no love.

"I'm not into 'what ifs'," I told Ernest.

Ernest swallowed hard. "But I want to know."

His gaze was intense and unwavering, almost suffocating.

hard to breathe, then let out a mocking laugh, "What, is this the first time a girl has kissed you? You're taking it so

made my smile

later, I said something so cringe-worthy, "Then let me make it

you plan to do

was the one speaking, somehow, he seemed to be

of "making

"Ernest, we agreed it was just acting,

change boyfriends every day?" Ernest's voice was

laughed it off, trying to appear carefree, "I'd rather not, but if

say anything, his whole demeanor was icy, as if he was trying

by asking you to play this role, to

that, I pushed him away and

unmoved. I rolled down

silent. I forced a smile, rolled up

with el

few meters down the road, I glanced in the rearview

all alone, as if

whole world.

to .Org

felt like the

wasn't sure if Ernest would return to the apartment across from mine, but I