Chapter-66. Her heat(18+)

[Ezra]

I never thought I would ever say this, much less accept it to myself, but Xanthea was anything but weak.

I was foolish to think she was a weak soul, that she needed me for her vengeance. All Xanthea needed was the space to be herself and a security that it was ok to be herself. She needed an introduction to who she truly was, and I was glad I could provide it to her.

I wanted to see her torture and kill that pathetic family of hers, use me to massacre them and hang their bodies for display before the world. But that was something 'I' wanted, not her. But the path she chose had put me in a state of deep, thoughtful perplexity.

She knew exactly what she wanted, as though she had been dying to do everything she did today for years, but she never had a chance.

I certainly didn't agree with her ways, but they were her ways to win 'her' battle. So, I respected them because, unlike me, she deserved to heal.

I was proud that she carved her own path. A path that was true to herself - her soul.

Something I couldn't have done.

Like she said, what she did wasn't some mercy or forgiveness. It was something existing between black and white, between good and evil. It was a completely selfish act of selflessness. She chose her healing over hurting who hurt her.

And when she helped her sister regain consciousness, I went kind of... numb.

I could have never even thought of doing something like that. It was way beyond the capacity and nature of my soul to muster that kind of revenge.

Even with all my powers and physical strength, I was absolutely humbled before her. She was much stronger and gentler to herself than I ever was, much powerful than I will ever be for myself. Like she said, she hadn't forgiven those jerks, but she had found the courage to forgive herself. And that did something to me.

She changed something in me - in ways I could not decipher.

I know I took her to her family to free her from the shackles of her past, but it felt as though a few shackles of my past had shattered as well just by seeing her set herself free.

It had been years since I experienced such a lightness in my body, as if someone had lifted some weights off my chest.

As though I was in fresh air for the first time.

Hypnotized, I gazed at Xanthea. She was sleeping soundly, enveloped in the dreamy aura. My heart did something roughly wild.

Taking off my tie, I unbuttoned my shirt.

Thank you, Xanthea.

Thank you for making me feel a little alive after so long.

Thank you for showing me how peaceful killing with kindness can actually be.

Thank you for being so contagiously strong.

I hope I can return to you the same peace you have given to my soul.

Sliding Xanthea's panties off her slim legs, I kissed her ankle.

Sex was the only coherent way I knew to express my incoherent emotions.

your dreams understand what you mean to

beautifully, knitting her brows in a feverish

Shh. Don't wake up, little omega," Raven whispered against her ear. "Be

her collarbone to her chest. His eyes lingered on her lips before he took off her earrings and tossed

looked at me, then leaned against the headboard

wanted her to sleep,

chest, running my thumb across her lower

hope when you are sober enough; you realize I am a man of my

kissed her lips slowly, savoring the texture and

know why I felt a sense of relief when she didn't kiss me

But I would remember the night

stop it. But I no longer want to deny it. Accepting you would be

remember, I hope your

right now. But let's pretend it's just us here. Let's

difficult to

drunken dreams and I'll be

and even when you don't remember how we fucked tonight; I hope you will know when you wake up

the carnal hunger of a man who has never been kissed before. Breathing in her breaths and her scent, I was tempted to never

now, and then,

journal. Through her lips, I could read her secrets, her feelings without the fear of being read by her at the same time.

over her, I kissed her eyelids,

through her curves, breasts, down to the soft skin of her

full experience. You won't find the next chapter

fragrance of her pussy, I

at the exquisite

hot, baby." I mumbled, before

fondled her

muster at that moment. Xanthea let out a small moan, knitting her brows as I rolled my tongue around her swollen clitoris and sucked

I pressed it hard with my tongue before I plunged

my tongue until she came all over my face. Smiling, I

at her rosy tinted skin and her dripping pussy, I took off my belt. Unzipping my

arousal had spun a web around me. If it was a trap, I was walking right into it.

her slit, teasing her

how much of this will you remember, angel," I said, entering

cock smoothly,

and her brows knit. Her subtle gasp and annoyed sleepy groans had heat rushing through my body like fire.

madly as I feel you

wet and warm. She was absolutely perfect. Her insides clenched around

re-imagined every second of the day when I wanted to fuck her, and

jerked as she let out a stream

so you feel it baby, just

I intertwined my fingers with hers, ramming inside her harder. I loved the creases adorn her face as her body bobbed harder

times when she opened her eyes in confusion, and then shut them with a whimper that made me grow harder inside

feeling myself reach the

and I slammed my

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