Chapter-66. Her heat(18+)

[Ezra]

I never thought I would ever say this, much less accept it to myself, but Xanthea was anything but weak.

I was foolish to think she was a weak soul, that she needed me for her vengeance. All Xanthea needed was the space to be herself and a security that it was ok to be herself. She needed an introduction to who she truly was, and I was glad I could provide it to her.

I wanted to see her torture and kill that pathetic family of hers, use me to massacre them and hang their bodies for display before the world. But that was something 'I' wanted, not her. But the path she chose had put me in a state of deep, thoughtful perplexity.

She knew exactly what she wanted, as though she had been dying to do everything she did today for years, but she never had a chance.

I certainly didn't agree with her ways, but they were her ways to win 'her' battle. So, I respected them because, unlike me, she deserved to heal.

I was proud that she carved her own path. A path that was true to herself - her soul.

Something I couldn't have done.

Like she said, what she did wasn't some mercy or forgiveness. It was something existing between black and white, between good and evil. It was a completely selfish act of selflessness. She chose her healing over hurting who hurt her.

And when she helped her sister regain consciousness, I went kind of... numb.

I could have never even thought of doing something like that. It was way beyond the capacity and nature of my soul to muster that kind of revenge.

Even with all my powers and physical strength, I was absolutely humbled before her. She was much stronger and gentler to herself than I ever was, much powerful than I will ever be for myself. Like she said, she hadn't forgiven those jerks, but she had found the courage to forgive herself. And that did something to me.

She changed something in me - in ways I could not decipher.

I know I took her to her family to free her from the shackles of her past, but it felt as though a few shackles of my past had shattered as well just by seeing her set herself free.

It had been years since I experienced such a lightness in my body, as if someone had lifted some weights off my chest.

As though I was in fresh air for the first time.

Hypnotized, I gazed at Xanthea. She was sleeping soundly, enveloped in the dreamy aura. My heart did something roughly wild.

Taking off my tie, I unbuttoned my shirt.

Thank you, Xanthea.

Thank you for making me feel a little alive after so long.

Thank you for showing me how peaceful killing with kindness can actually be.

Thank you for being so contagiously strong.

I hope I can return to you the same peace you have given to my soul.

Sliding Xanthea's panties off her slim legs, I kissed her ankle.

Sex was the only coherent way I knew to express my incoherent emotions.

your dreams understand what you mean to my nightmares

knitting her brows in a feverish

against her ear. "Be a good

skin from her neck to her collarbone to her chest. His eyes lingered on her lips before he took off her earrings and tossed them aside on the nightstand.

at me, then leaned

don't wake her up. You wanted her to sleep, right?" Raven

Xanthea against my chest, running my thumb

promised to smear your lipstick tonight. I hope when you are sober

slowly,

a sense of relief when she didn't kiss me back, didn't smile

asleep, when I knew she wouldn't remember the night. But I would remember the night just as much as I would remember the day. Today was going to stay with me for a

Xanthea and I do not know how to stop it. But I no longer want to deny it. Accepting you would be the best thing I can

doesn't remember, I hope

wish I could be alone with you right now. But let's

shouldn't be difficult to pretend,

drunken dreams and I'll be

fucked tonight; I hope you will know when you wake up

with the carnal hunger of a man who has never been kissed before. Breathing in her breaths

bore that punishment now, and then, to ensure

fear of being

I kissed her eyelids,

skin, I ventured through her curves,

full experience. You won't find the next chapter

pussy, I unfurled

cock throbbed at the exquisite sight of her

look so fucking hot, baby." I mumbled, before running my tongue across her

fondled her inner

her pussy with all the patience I could muster at that moment. Xanthea let out a small

it as I pressed it hard with

came all over my face.

pussy, I took off my belt. Unzipping my pants, I freed my cock from

me. If it was a trap, I was walking right into

slit, teasing her clit

this will you remember,

in my cock smoothly, I plunged inside her in

and her hazy eyes fluttered open halfway before they shut again. Her body bobbed beneath me. Her lips parted and her brows knit. Her subtle gasp and annoyed sleepy groans had

you feel me as madly as I

absolutely perfect. Her insides clenched around me, as though

itself in my head as I increased my pace. I re-imagined every second of the day when I wanted to fuck her, and that was almost

hips jerked as she let out a stream

feel it baby, just not

intertwined my fingers with hers, ramming inside her harder. I loved the creases adorn her

when she opened her eyes in confusion, and then shut them with a whimper

feeling myself

my cock, and I slammed my hand

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