Chapter-66. Her heat(18+)

[Ezra]

I never thought I would ever say this, much less accept it to myself, but Xanthea was anything but weak.

I was foolish to think she was a weak soul, that she needed me for her vengeance. All Xanthea needed was the space to be herself and a security that it was ok to be herself. She needed an introduction to who she truly was, and I was glad I could provide it to her.

I wanted to see her torture and kill that pathetic family of hers, use me to massacre them and hang their bodies for display before the world. But that was something 'I' wanted, not her. But the path she chose had put me in a state of deep, thoughtful perplexity.

She knew exactly what she wanted, as though she had been dying to do everything she did today for years, but she never had a chance.

I certainly didn't agree with her ways, but they were her ways to win 'her' battle. So, I respected them because, unlike me, she deserved to heal.

I was proud that she carved her own path. A path that was true to herself - her soul.

Something I couldn't have done.

Like she said, what she did wasn't some mercy or forgiveness. It was something existing between black and white, between good and evil. It was a completely selfish act of selflessness. She chose her healing over hurting who hurt her.

And when she helped her sister regain consciousness, I went kind of... numb.

I could have never even thought of doing something like that. It was way beyond the capacity and nature of my soul to muster that kind of revenge.

Even with all my powers and physical strength, I was absolutely humbled before her. She was much stronger and gentler to herself than I ever was, much powerful than I will ever be for myself. Like she said, she hadn't forgiven those jerks, but she had found the courage to forgive herself. And that did something to me.

She changed something in me - in ways I could not decipher.

I know I took her to her family to free her from the shackles of her past, but it felt as though a few shackles of my past had shattered as well just by seeing her set herself free.

It had been years since I experienced such a lightness in my body, as if someone had lifted some weights off my chest.

As though I was in fresh air for the first time.

Hypnotized, I gazed at Xanthea. She was sleeping soundly, enveloped in the dreamy aura. My heart did something roughly wild.

Taking off my tie, I unbuttoned my shirt.

Thank you, Xanthea.

Thank you for making me feel a little alive after so long.

Thank you for showing me how peaceful killing with kindness can actually be.

Thank you for being so contagiously strong.

I hope I can return to you the same peace you have given to my soul.

Sliding Xanthea's panties off her slim legs, I kissed her ankle.

Sex was the only coherent way I knew to express my incoherent emotions.

your dreams understand what you mean to

her brows in

wake up, little omega," Raven whispered against her ear. "Be a good girl and keep sleeping

on her lips before he took off her earrings and tossed them aside on the nightstand. Before Raven could kiss her lips, I grabbed Xanthea's wrist and yanked her off the bed

brow, Raven looked at me, then leaned against the headboard with

wanted her to sleep, right?"

running my thumb

tonight. I hope when you are sober enough;

eyes, I kissed her lips slowly, savoring the texture

a sense of relief when she didn't kiss me back, didn't smile

she was asleep, when I knew she wouldn't remember the night. But I would remember the night just as much as I would remember the day. Today was going to stay with me for a long

to stop it. But I no longer want to deny it. Accepting you

your mind doesn't remember, I hope your body

really wish I could be alone with you right now. But let's pretend it's just us here. Let's pretend Raven and Asher

difficult to

drunken dreams

don't remember how we fucked tonight; I hope you

inside her mouth, I deepened the kiss. Fisting her hair, I kissed her harder with the carnal hunger of a man who has never been kissed before. Breathing in her breaths and her scent, I was tempted to never

now, and then, to ensure she was

the fear of being read by her at the same time. Hugging her

over her, I kissed her eyelids, caressing her

skin, I ventured through her curves, breasts, down to the

for the full experience. You won't find the

pussy,

the exquisite sight of her flushed

fucking hot, baby." I mumbled,

her

slowly devoured her pussy with all the patience I could muster at that moment. Xanthea let out a small moan, knitting her brows as I rolled my tongue around her

bit her clit gently between my teeth, flicking it as I pressed it hard with my tongue

fucked her with my tongue until she came all over my face. Smiling, I ran my hand

rosy tinted skin and her dripping pussy, I took off my belt. Unzipping my pants, I freed

it was a trap, I was walking right into it. Shameless and

her slit,

this will you remember, angel," I

smoothly, I

her hazy eyes fluttered open halfway before they shut again. Her body bobbed beneath me. Her lips parted and her brows knit. Her subtle gasp and annoyed sleepy groans had heat rushing

wonder if you feel me as madly as I feel you right now, darling," I

and warm. She was absolutely perfect. Her insides clenched around me, as though asking me to stay inside

increased my pace. I re-imagined every second of

she let

it

her harder. I loved the creases adorn her face as her body bobbed harder from the impact

her eyes in confusion, and then shut them with a whimper that made me grow harder

breasts, feeling myself reach the

around my cock, and I slammed

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