Chapter-66. Her heat(18+)

[Ezra]

I never thought I would ever say this, much less accept it to myself, but Xanthea was anything but weak.

I was foolish to think she was a weak soul, that she needed me for her vengeance. All Xanthea needed was the space to be herself and a security that it was ok to be herself. She needed an introduction to who she truly was, and I was glad I could provide it to her.

I wanted to see her torture and kill that pathetic family of hers, use me to massacre them and hang their bodies for display before the world. But that was something 'I' wanted, not her. But the path she chose had put me in a state of deep, thoughtful perplexity.

She knew exactly what she wanted, as though she had been dying to do everything she did today for years, but she never had a chance.

I certainly didn't agree with her ways, but they were her ways to win 'her' battle. So, I respected them because, unlike me, she deserved to heal.

I was proud that she carved her own path. A path that was true to herself - her soul.

Something I couldn't have done.

Like she said, what she did wasn't some mercy or forgiveness. It was something existing between black and white, between good and evil. It was a completely selfish act of selflessness. She chose her healing over hurting who hurt her.

And when she helped her sister regain consciousness, I went kind of... numb.

I could have never even thought of doing something like that. It was way beyond the capacity and nature of my soul to muster that kind of revenge.

Even with all my powers and physical strength, I was absolutely humbled before her. She was much stronger and gentler to herself than I ever was, much powerful than I will ever be for myself. Like she said, she hadn't forgiven those jerks, but she had found the courage to forgive herself. And that did something to me.

She changed something in me - in ways I could not decipher.

I know I took her to her family to free her from the shackles of her past, but it felt as though a few shackles of my past had shattered as well just by seeing her set herself free.

It had been years since I experienced such a lightness in my body, as if someone had lifted some weights off my chest.

As though I was in fresh air for the first time.

Hypnotized, I gazed at Xanthea. She was sleeping soundly, enveloped in the dreamy aura. My heart did something roughly wild.

Taking off my tie, I unbuttoned my shirt.

Thank you, Xanthea.

Thank you for making me feel a little alive after so long.

Thank you for showing me how peaceful killing with kindness can actually be.

Thank you for being so contagiously strong.

I hope I can return to you the same peace you have given to my soul.

Sliding Xanthea's panties off her slim legs, I kissed her ankle.

Sex was the only coherent way I knew to express my incoherent emotions.

understand what you mean to my nightmares tonight,

squirmed beautifully, knitting her brows in

Shh. Don't wake up, little omega," Raven whispered against her ear. "Be a good girl and keep

took off her earrings and tossed them aside on the

then leaned against

her up. You wanted her to

Xanthea against my chest, running my thumb across

I hope when you are sober enough; you realize I am a man of my

her lips slowly, savoring

felt a sense of relief when she

would remember the night just as much as I would remember the day. Today was going to stay with me for a

and I do not know how to stop it. But I no longer want to deny it. Accepting you would be the best thing I can do for myself right

mind doesn't remember,

alone with you right now. But let's pretend it's just us here. Let's pretend Raven and Asher

difficult to pretend,

are drowning in your drunken dreams and I'll be drowning in

being selfish and even when you don't remember how we fucked tonight; I hope you will

tongue inside her mouth, I deepened the kiss. Fisting her hair, I kissed her harder with the carnal hunger of a man who has never been

and then, to ensure

a journal. Through her lips, I could read her secrets, her feelings without the fear of being read by her at the same time. Hugging her

over her, I kissed her eyelids, caressing her

lingering kisses on her skin, I ventured through her curves, breasts, down

full experience. You won't

intoxicating fragrance of her pussy, I

at the exquisite sight

mumbled, before

her

almost instantly. Licking her wetness, I slowly devoured her pussy with all the patience I could muster at that moment. Xanthea let out a small moan, knitting her brows as I rolled my tongue around her swollen clitoris and sucked it

I pressed it hard with

came all over my face. Smiling, I ran my hand across my face, smothered in her

I took off my belt. Unzipping my pants, I

was

slit, teasing her

you remember, angel," I said, entering

pussy took in my cock smoothly, I plunged inside her in

and her brows knit. Her subtle gasp and annoyed sleepy groans had heat rushing through my body like fire. I began pounding inside her, harder with every

as I feel you right now, darling," I whispered against

Her insides clenched around me, as though asking me to stay inside her for a long

every second of the day when I wanted

she let out a

so you feel it

loved the creases adorn

in confusion, and then shut them with a whimper

her breasts, feeling myself

insides tightened around my cock, and

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