Chapter-68. The first heat
[Xanthea]
I still remember the day when I got my first heat.
I was sixteen back then, and I knew the biology behind the heats of a female werewolf from my mother's diaries and experiences she noted in them. All anatomically female werewolves went into heat once a month. Everyone mostly experienced heats differently.
I had all the theoretical knowledge, yet when it happened to me, I wasn't ready for it. I was lost and overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.
I was sleeping on my bed when I got into the heat. The window was open, allowing the wintry air and moonlight to waft into my room. Initially, I was feverish all over my body and then it seemed as though all the heat of my body had tensed into and around my groin.
Cramps followed my arousal closely, and I thought I was out of my mind for having such obscene sexual thoughts. I kept thinking of a faceless man touching me all over, and those thoughts made me do something embarrassing. Something I had never done before.
I touched myself.
I knew there was nothing wrong with touching oneself when aroused in heats. It helped with the cramps, as I had read in my mother's diaries, but that couldn't do anything about the shame I felt.
It felt wrong, like I was a sinner for wanting it so badly.
So I stopped and thought it would be better to get suppressants. So I pulled up my panties, put on my clothes properly, and walked out of my room in the middle of the night. But I should have just stayed in my room.
My cramps got worse. I was lightheaded and dizzy. I could clearly hear my heart pound in my chest and it just got worse. I had an irresistible urge to touch myself in the middle of the isolated corridor of the Virgo palace, but I somehow stopped myself.
The experience was scary enough. I thought I would die even though I knew it was normal and happened to everyone.
Clenching my belly with my hands, I leaned against the wall and slid to the floor, trying to cope with everything my body was going through. All the emotional, physical and psychological changes, the hormones.
But one thing that blurred in the haze of my mind was my scent, because I couldn't really sense the change in my own scent.
But it had attracted a few guards nearby. I shut my nose tightly with my hands, blocking off their unpleasant, repulsive odors. Their lust-filled eyes bore into me, stripping me naked.
A passive numbness crawled down my spine and I could feel it in my guts that something bad was about to happen.
"Looks like the omega princess needs some help," one guard said, and the rest of them chuckled.
"Everyone else is asleep, princess. Tell us what's wrong with you. We'll help," another said.
"We can help you throughout the night... you shouldn't be roaming around without bodyguards in that condition," another said.
"Haha. Yeah, princess. It's our duty to guard your body."
"I have heard the royal family doesn't really care about what happens to her. But we do, don't we, guys?" Another said, letting out a creepy laughter.
"Alpha is out of the pack. And the rest of her family wouldn't care even if they found her dead tomorrow."
"What if she is a bastard? She is a royal blood... and I haven't tasted a royal before..."
It was dark and I couldn't see properly, but I could tell there were over five men.
they didn't talk, they just stared at me like I
but I couldn't. It felt as though my
disgusted with myself and felt dirty, and they made
wanted to run. I
war against myself when I picked myself up and ran away from them, losing the sense of direction of where I was running to,
running until I knocked a flower vase and it shattered
was then I realized I had entered the inner palace close to
fled further into the palace. But those guards were still there,
to reach the safety of my
lost them, but I could still see their eyes hover in the darkness as they got closer to me until
the hell is
around to
this part of the palace. Luna Meesa doesn't like it when she enters the inner palace. We saw her coming this way, so we followed to stop
head, letting out breaking gasps as tears trailed down my
my words got caught up in
at the guards in the corridor, he
leaned closer to my neck. Shutting his eyes, he inhaled
before those guards. "She is already in the inner palace. Useless piece of shits!" He growled. "You can't do one job properly! Father's out on a business trip,
hear a fine cracking sound as Nikolai's grip
the hell do you think you are to talk
guard screamed as Nikolai punched him in his guts
night, so
argue. I heard their hurried footsteps
my lower lip when they left. But there was no relief in my chest, just the increasing restlessness of what would
grip on my upper arm
wrong with your scent?" He asked, yanking me closer to
repulsion from his scent. Although it wasn't as
just... l-l-lost my way because they were following me.
fuck were you going? And are you wearing some perfume?" He snarled against my face. "You found yourself a
I-I just wanted to get some
his hand over his face as though intoxicated by something. I knew it was my scent because his grip tightened
frustrated and
whole body, I could hear his ragged breaths against
I said, shutting my
fuck is this?" he spoke through his gritted teeth. "Why
eyes wide with rage and
Nikolai instantly let go of me and distanced himself
is going on here?
to molest her,"
eyes. It took her a little time to sense the change in my scent, but when
worry, I'll take care of
a sigh and shut her eyes. "Go to
licked his lips and looked at me with a conflicted expression on his face. "Nikolai!" Meesa raised her voice, and only then did he
she hissed
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