Chapter-68. The first heat

[Xanthea]

I still remember the day when I got my first heat.

I was sixteen back then, and I knew the biology behind the heats of a female werewolf from my mother's diaries and experiences she noted in them. All anatomically female werewolves went into heat once a month. Everyone mostly experienced heats differently.

I had all the theoretical knowledge, yet when it happened to me, I wasn't ready for it. I was lost and overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.

I was sleeping on my bed when I got into the heat. The window was open, allowing the wintry air and moonlight to waft into my room. Initially, I was feverish all over my body and then it seemed as though all the heat of my body had tensed into and around my groin.

Cramps followed my arousal closely, and I thought I was out of my mind for having such obscene sexual thoughts. I kept thinking of a faceless man touching me all over, and those thoughts made me do something embarrassing. Something I had never done before.

I touched myself.

I knew there was nothing wrong with touching oneself when aroused in heats. It helped with the cramps, as I had read in my mother's diaries, but that couldn't do anything about the shame I felt.

It felt wrong, like I was a sinner for wanting it so badly.

So I stopped and thought it would be better to get suppressants. So I pulled up my panties, put on my clothes properly, and walked out of my room in the middle of the night. But I should have just stayed in my room.

My cramps got worse. I was lightheaded and dizzy. I could clearly hear my heart pound in my chest and it just got worse. I had an irresistible urge to touch myself in the middle of the isolated corridor of the Virgo palace, but I somehow stopped myself.

The experience was scary enough. I thought I would die even though I knew it was normal and happened to everyone.

Clenching my belly with my hands, I leaned against the wall and slid to the floor, trying to cope with everything my body was going through. All the emotional, physical and psychological changes, the hormones.

But one thing that blurred in the haze of my mind was my scent, because I couldn't really sense the change in my own scent.

But it had attracted a few guards nearby. I shut my nose tightly with my hands, blocking off their unpleasant, repulsive odors. Their lust-filled eyes bore into me, stripping me naked.

A passive numbness crawled down my spine and I could feel it in my guts that something bad was about to happen.

"Looks like the omega princess needs some help," one guard said, and the rest of them chuckled.

"Everyone else is asleep, princess. Tell us what's wrong with you. We'll help," another said.

"We can help you throughout the night... you shouldn't be roaming around without bodyguards in that condition," another said.

"Haha. Yeah, princess. It's our duty to guard your body."

"I have heard the royal family doesn't really care about what happens to her. But we do, don't we, guys?" Another said, letting out a creepy laughter.

"Alpha is out of the pack. And the rest of her family wouldn't care even if they found her dead tomorrow."

"What if she is a bastard? She is a royal blood... and I haven't tasted a royal before..."

It was dark and I couldn't see properly, but I could tell there were over five men.

talk, they just stared at

to scream, but I couldn't. It felt as though my

was already disgusted with myself and felt dirty, and they

to run. I knew I had to when they trudged closer to

war against myself when I picked myself up and ran away from them, losing the sense of direction of where I was running to, but they

over my shoulder, I kept running until I knocked a flower vase and it shattered on

realized I had entered the inner

she found me there, I fled further

this point, I just wanted to reach the safety of

could still see their eyes hover in the darkness as they got

the hell is

around to face

saw her coming this way, so we followed to stop her and escort her back to the room," a guard

letting out breaking gasps

my words got caught up in the whimper that tore through

corridor, he shifted

as he leaned closer to my neck. Shutting his eyes,

job properly," Nikolai walked past me and stood before those guards. "She is already in the inner palace. Useless piece of shits!" He growled. "You can't do one job properly! Father's out on a business trip, which means I am in charge here. Your resignations should reach

hands. I could hear a fine cracking sound as Nikolai's grip tightened around the

hell do you think you are to talk back

Nikolai punched him in his guts and knocked

the palace up this late at night, so go while I am still letting you," he spat

towards them, breathing heavily. None of the guards dared to argue. I heard their

lip when they left. But there was no relief in my chest, just the increasing restlessness of what

brutal grip on my upper arm

is wrong with your scent?" He asked, yanking me closer to

his scent. Although it wasn't as

because they were following

you out of your room at this hour? Where the fuck were you going? And are you wearing some perfume?" He snarled against my face. "You

just wanted

scrubbing his hand over his face as though intoxicated by something. I knew it was my scent because his grip tightened around

frustrated and restless

could hear his ragged breaths against my

go to my room. Please let me go," I said, shutting my eyes tightly as

is this?" he spoke through his gritted teeth.

Meesa growled, her eyes wide

Nikolai instantly let go of me

scene. "What the hell is going on here? How dare you come

to molest her,"

me, narrowing her eyes. It took her a little time to sense

care

a sigh and shut her eyes. "Go to your room, Niko,"

his lips and looked at me with a conflicted expression on his face. "Nikolai!" Meesa raised her voice, and only then

hissed

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