Chapter-68. The first heat

[Xanthea]

I still remember the day when I got my first heat.

I was sixteen back then, and I knew the biology behind the heats of a female werewolf from my mother's diaries and experiences she noted in them. All anatomically female werewolves went into heat once a month. Everyone mostly experienced heats differently.

I had all the theoretical knowledge, yet when it happened to me, I wasn't ready for it. I was lost and overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.

I was sleeping on my bed when I got into the heat. The window was open, allowing the wintry air and moonlight to waft into my room. Initially, I was feverish all over my body and then it seemed as though all the heat of my body had tensed into and around my groin.

Cramps followed my arousal closely, and I thought I was out of my mind for having such obscene sexual thoughts. I kept thinking of a faceless man touching me all over, and those thoughts made me do something embarrassing. Something I had never done before.

I touched myself.

I knew there was nothing wrong with touching oneself when aroused in heats. It helped with the cramps, as I had read in my mother's diaries, but that couldn't do anything about the shame I felt.

It felt wrong, like I was a sinner for wanting it so badly.

So I stopped and thought it would be better to get suppressants. So I pulled up my panties, put on my clothes properly, and walked out of my room in the middle of the night. But I should have just stayed in my room.

My cramps got worse. I was lightheaded and dizzy. I could clearly hear my heart pound in my chest and it just got worse. I had an irresistible urge to touch myself in the middle of the isolated corridor of the Virgo palace, but I somehow stopped myself.

The experience was scary enough. I thought I would die even though I knew it was normal and happened to everyone.

Clenching my belly with my hands, I leaned against the wall and slid to the floor, trying to cope with everything my body was going through. All the emotional, physical and psychological changes, the hormones.

But one thing that blurred in the haze of my mind was my scent, because I couldn't really sense the change in my own scent.

But it had attracted a few guards nearby. I shut my nose tightly with my hands, blocking off their unpleasant, repulsive odors. Their lust-filled eyes bore into me, stripping me naked.

A passive numbness crawled down my spine and I could feel it in my guts that something bad was about to happen.

"Looks like the omega princess needs some help," one guard said, and the rest of them chuckled.

"Everyone else is asleep, princess. Tell us what's wrong with you. We'll help," another said.

"We can help you throughout the night... you shouldn't be roaming around without bodyguards in that condition," another said.

"Haha. Yeah, princess. It's our duty to guard your body."

"I have heard the royal family doesn't really care about what happens to her. But we do, don't we, guys?" Another said, letting out a creepy laughter.

"Alpha is out of the pack. And the rest of her family wouldn't care even if they found her dead tomorrow."

"What if she is a bastard? She is a royal blood... and I haven't tasted a royal before..."

It was dark and I couldn't see properly, but I could tell there were over five men.

they didn't talk, they just stared at me like I

an urge to scream, but I couldn't. It felt as though my voice

and felt dirty,

I wanted to run. I knew I had to when

away from them, losing the sense of direction of where I was running to, but they kept

over my shoulder, I kept running until I knocked a flower vase and it shattered

I realized I had entered the inner palace close

I fled further into

this point, I just wanted to reach the

see their eyes hover in the darkness as

hell

turned around

the inner palace. We saw her coming this way, so we followed to

out breaking gasps as tears trailed

with quivering lips, but my words got caught up in the whimper that

guards in the corridor, he shifted his

my neck. Shutting his eyes, he inhaled deeply. I stiffened my

Nikolai walked past me and stood before those guards. "She is already in the inner palace. Useless piece of shits!" He growled. "You can't do one job properly! Father's out on a business trip, which means I am in charge here. Your resignations should reach the gamma by tomorrow morning or else your bodies will reach your houses

his jaw in his hands. I could hear a fine cracking sound as Nikolai's grip tightened around the guard's

hell do you think you are to

punched him in his guts and knocked him to the

the palace up this late at night, so go while I am still letting you," he spat at the

towards them, breathing heavily. None of the guards dared to argue. I heard their hurried footsteps as they left, dragging the

eyes tightly, biting my lower lip when they left. But there was no relief in my chest,

upper arm

scent?" He asked, yanking

the repulsion from his scent. Although it wasn't as strong as those

because they were following me. I'll go back to my

wearing some perfume?" He snarled against my face. "You found yourself

wanted

though intoxicated by something. I knew it was my scent because his

frustrated and restless

body, I could hear

go to my room. Please let me go," I said, shutting my eyes tightly as I tried to wrench my

fuck is this?" he spoke through his gritted teeth. "Why the hell is your fucking scent

Meesa growled, her eyes

let go of me and distanced himself

towards us, taking in the scene. "What the hell is going on here?

to molest her,"

took her a little time to sense the change in my scent, but when she did, she

take care of

shut her eyes. "Go to

me with a conflicted expression on his face. "Nikolai!"

she hissed at

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