Offered to the Triplet Alphas

Chapter-68. The first heat

[Xanthea]

I still remember the day when I got my first heat.

I was sixteen back then, and I knew the biology behind the heats of a female werewolf from my mother's diaries and experiences she noted in them. All anatomically female werewolves went into heat once a month. Everyone mostly experienced heats differently.

I had all the theoretical knowledge, yet when it happened to me, I wasn't ready for it. I was lost and overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.

I was sleeping on my bed when I got into the heat. The window was open, allowing the wintry air and moonlight to waft into my room. Initially, I was feverish all over my body and then it seemed as though all the heat of my body had tensed into and around my groin.

Cramps followed my arousal closely, and I thought I was out of my mind for having such obscene sexual thoughts. I kept thinking of a faceless man touching me all over, and those thoughts made me do something embarrassing. Something I had never done before.

I touched myself.

I knew there was nothing wrong with touching oneself when aroused in heats. It helped with the cramps, as I had read in my mother's diaries, but that couldn't do anything about the shame I felt.

It felt wrong, like I was a sinner for wanting it so badly.

So I stopped and thought it would be better to get suppressants. So I pulled up my panties, put on my clothes properly, and walked out of my room in the middle of the night. But I should have just stayed in my room.

My cramps got worse. I was lightheaded and dizzy. I could clearly hear my heart pound in my chest and it just got worse. I had an irresistible urge to touch myself in the middle of the isolated corridor of the Virgo palace, but I somehow stopped myself.

The experience was scary enough. I thought I would die even though I knew it was normal and happened to everyone.

Clenching my belly with my hands, I leaned against the wall and slid to the floor, trying to cope with everything my body was going through. All the emotional, physical and psychological changes, the hormones.

But one thing that blurred in the haze of my mind was my scent, because I couldn't really sense the change in my own scent.

But it had attracted a few guards nearby. I shut my nose tightly with my hands, blocking off their unpleasant, repulsive odors. Their lust-filled eyes bore into me, stripping me naked.

A passive numbness crawled down my spine and I could feel it in my guts that something bad was about to happen.

"Looks like the omega princess needs some help," one guard said, and the rest of them chuckled.

"Everyone else is asleep, princess. Tell us what's wrong with you. We'll help," another said.

"We can help you throughout the night... you shouldn't be roaming around without bodyguards in that condition," another said.

"Haha. Yeah, princess. It's our duty to guard your body."

"I have heard the royal family doesn't really care about what happens to her. But we do, don't we, guys?" Another said, letting out a creepy laughter.

"Alpha is out of the pack. And the rest of her family wouldn't care even if they found her dead tomorrow."

"What if she is a bastard? She is a royal blood... and I haven't tasted a royal before..."

It was dark and I couldn't see properly, but I could tell there were over five men.

just stared at me like I

couldn't. It felt as though my voice was stuck in

myself and felt

was no strength in my legs, but I wanted to run. I knew

war against myself when I picked myself up and ran away from them, losing the sense of direction of where I was running to,

knocked a flower vase

entered the inner palace close to

further into the palace.

just wanted to reach the

still see their eyes hover in the darkness as they got closer to me

the hell is happening

turned around

the inner palace. We saw her coming this way, so we followed to

letting out breaking

lips, but my words got caught up in the whimper

in the corridor, he shifted his glare at

closer to my neck.

properly," Nikolai walked past me and stood before those guards. "She is already in the inner palace. Useless piece of shits!" He growled. "You can't do one job properly! Father's out on a business trip, which means I am in charge here. Your resignations should reach the gamma by tomorrow morning or else your bodies will

hands. I could hear a fine cracking sound as

you are to talk back to me,

guard screamed as Nikolai punched him in his guts and knocked him to the

wake the palace up this late at night, so go

them, breathing heavily. None of the guards dared to argue. I heard their hurried footsteps as they left, dragging the

eyes tightly, biting my lower lip when they left. But there was no relief in my chest, just the increasing

arm as he turned

wrong with your scent?" He asked,

away from him, feeling the repulsion from his

just... l-l-lost my way because they were following me.

were you going? And are you wearing some perfume?" He snarled against my face. "You found yourself a fucking boyfriend, huh? Sneaking out to meet him?" I shook my

I-I just wanted to get

over his face as though intoxicated by something. I knew it was my scent because his grip tightened around my arms

and restless

body, I could hear his

me go," I said, shutting my eyes tightly as I tried to wrench my arms out of

What the fuck is this?" he spoke through his gritted teeth. "Why the hell is your fucking scent

eyes wide with

Nikolai instantly let go of me and

in the scene. "What the hell is going on here? How dare you come here?" she snarled

tried to

It took her a little time to sense the change in my scent, but when she did,

care of them,"

shut her eyes. "Go to your room, Niko," she glared at

at me with a conflicted expression on

she hissed