One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 44: The Painful truth

~~~I'll never stop loving you more with each breath that I take. These feelings inside never change for you, but you're not the one 'cause you don't wanna be. I might have chosen you, but you chose differently. You might make me feel whole, but I don't make you complete. I would grow old with you, but you have grown tired of me. No, you're not the one 'cause you don't wanna be~~~

-Chester See-

Samantha's POV:

He's cheating on you!

He's cheating on you!

He's cheating on you!

Those words repeatedly ran through my head until I got home and entered my room.

"H-He's c-cheating on me..."

I choked at the sobs that I've been holding since I left the cafe. I don't know how I did it but I've already done it. I reached home without having any tears in my eyes... but not at this moment.

Jack's words suddenly came rushing to me like a bullet that shoots me directly into my heart. It hurts. I couldn't believe that my intuition was right.

Tears flowed freely on my cheeks. How could he do this to me? I have given him more than four years of my life. I loved him. I waited for him. I stayed with him. I sacrificed everything, including my studies just to be a good wife and a mother to his child. All this time, I couldn't believe he was lying. He lied not just to me but also to his daughter.

I remembered what Jack told me and I couldn't help forming my fists due to anger. He's been staying at the Marriott Marquis hotel for the past week, so that means he lied to me that he's going back to Thailand for a business meeting.

I wonder if he really went there the first time he told me he had an Asian meeting.

"Argh!"

Now I know the reason why he suddenly changed and goes back to the old Luke because he fucking found someone else.

How could he do this? Didn't he ever learn to love me in those four years or even in those moments that he acted like a loving husband to me?

"Oh, G-God... w-what did I d-do to get this punishment?" I asked between my sobs while looking at the ceiling.

"Mom?"

"Huh?" I gasped and suddenly didn't know what to do when I heard my daughter's voice from the door. I hadn't even noticed her entered the room. "Are you crying?"

I immediately wiped my tears and turned to her with a smile.

"Hi, baby..."

asked again and I gave her a slight chuckle.

was just sad because

cry?" She went up to

my arms to her small frame. "Untie Jack didn't make me cry, it was the

song titled 'Sad movies make me cry' by Sue Thompson. I didn't know I would also make use it

glanced

very sad movie." Tears started to form around my eyes so

mommy, it's just a movie. I remembered

"Y-Yeah..." I smiled, nodding.

I have

me, having no idea what's happening in the real world... in the world of adults. Her eyes that totally resembled her father made

idea do you have,

Spongebob Squarepants or Disney

you want to watch them, in your room or in

I watch them here,

"Of course, my baby."

to help me bring the

simply nodded when she ran excitedly out the door and the moment she closed it, I

finds out the truth. I know she's too young to understand it, but what I'm most afraid of is how

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day, I decided to face the painful truth. I went alone to the hotel where Jack saw Luke having another woman. I

believe her or I don't trust what she said, but I want to confirm it myself. I want to see him... them in my own eyes. I want to know how he touches her, how he pulls her into a warm embrace, how he kisses her and how he lost his breath just by kissing her. All those painful things... I want to witness them

and fabulous hotel located in Union Square. I held my breath the time I parked my car in the parking lot. Walking through the entrance, I remembered the floor and room number that Jack mentioned this morning. Nothing comes to

not sure if I would be able to see them there. What if they were in the lobby, in the parking lot? What if they were in

took a deep breath as soon

my throat suddenly felt dry, I decided to go to the hotel bar first o take a shot.

heaved my way towards the counter. I didn't wait for any second and ordered a drink that will drown all the

stayed there for almost 15 minutes and decided to carry out my mission, but the time I was about to leave, my attention was caught by a very familiar voice of a woman... laughing at the corner near the

Cherry...

face. It's been four years

talking to someone

take a step

"Oh, babe!"

I turned

sorry

shocked when I heard my

-'Huh!'-

covered my mouth when he lowered himself to kiss her and so my blood runs cold