One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 62: This is what we called life!

~~~You, you turned and walk away. I closed my eyes to hide the pain inside. Though the feeling hasn't passed, sad to say our love didn't last. Please don't ask me to pretend, 'cause I know it's over. When I'm done forgetting you, you can say what you wanted to. Please don't ask me to pretend, 'CAUSE I KNOW IT'S OVER NOW~~~

-Kyla Alvarez-

Jack's POV:

"Whooo! This is life! I missed this, Jack, whoo!"

I shook my head as Sam screamed loudly before taking her shot.

We were at the exclusive bar with some of our friends, the last place I would have imagined Sam drinking and swaying to the loud music on the dance floor. She seemed to enjoy every beat of the piercing sounds that almost made our ears explode. But even though she's smiling, she still can't hide the real emotions that silently show up in her eyes.

I never thought she would invite me here, but if this is her way of forgetting her problems even for just one night, then I'll be just on her side.

"Hey, let's go in the middle!" She said taking my hands but I grabbed her by the arm.

"Sam, wait, you're drunk already."

"Ohh, yes I've been drinking but I'm not drunk yet." and she giggled.

"Come on, Jack, don't kill my mode. Let's go before the music changes."

"Haist, fine!" I drank the remaining content of my glass before letting myself be dragged to the dancefloor.

By the time we reached the middle, she started screaming again.

"Whoo! If only I knew that going to a bar like this feels great, I would have done it four years ago! I would have avoided being stupid that night and what I felt for him would never have deepened!"

"Sam!" I tried to stop her but she continued dancing while screaming.

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Samantha's POV:

I couldn't help but scream and let out the frustration inside me. I don't know, I also couldn't explain but it gives me some relief.

Jack kept tugging my arm as she tried to stop me, but instead of listening to her, I continued to scream.

I was just screaming the things I should have and shouldn't have done before. I know it's too late and for sure nobody would care even if I've lost my voice all night.

"This is life! I love my life!"

dance and sway to the fast, piercing rhythm of the music that currently splitting in the

a new one. Tonight, I really wanted to be wasted and exhausted, so that when I get home, I couldn't think about my problems. I will go straight to my room, slump my tired body in bed and fall asleep. And when I wake up tomorrow, that's when I will face and fix the mess that I started. I was the one who started it, so it means that I have

like there was no tomorrow to come. The mixtures of sweat, the different

a few minutes, someone accidentally

and immediately turned to see who it was only to be surprised

"Samantha?"

recognized each other. Paul was one of Dale

said almost screaming next to

him as I

time, Paul, how are

I was surprised to see you

my second time,

"Really?"

nodded and later decided to invite him to our table. I was about to ask him if he could still remember Jack, but

having a conversation and I asked him about his life after college, but when

"I got married."

"Oh, w-with whom?"

to your captain!" Jack was

say, Luke our

was from

"W-Wow! Well, congratulations."

him a half-hearted smile before

but we're now getting a

don't know why I suddenly blurted them out, maybe because I was heartbroken or it's just the spirit

why?" Surprise and confusion shown in his eyes,

just say we're not really meant for each other and I realized that we should never force someone to love us because you will only hurt yourself when they didn't reciprocate

the right decision to make. I don't know the whole story, but seeing the gloom in your eyes, I think I don't really have to ask

Jack suddenly excused herself for

given our best, there's still no certainty that the person we love will return our feelings or will love us too. You know what, I

stare at

and it's still closed, it just means that someone who closed the door on you isn't meant

forever'- I repeat in

comma. You must know when something is over and move on because if you continue doing it, only you will be

you importance. We don't know, maybe someday you'll find the man who is really meant for you and that man is the exact opposite of

so." I

felt tired of dancing, so I just stayed on my seat and drank the remaining

Sam, please slow down, you're drinking like it's

I said laughing as I swatted his hand when he tried to get the glass

friends, but they already left ten minutes ago before I