Chapter 91: Will you still love me tomorrow

~~Tonight you're mine completely. You give your love so sweetly. Tonight the light of love is in your eyes, but will you love me tomorrow? Tonight with words unspoken, you say I'm the only one. But will my heart be broken when the night meets the morning sun? I'd like to

know that your love is love I can be sure of. So tell me and I won't ask again, will you still love me tomorrow?~~~

-Juris Fernandez-

The following day, David came to visit me and Cali and he stayed in the house for the whole day. He went to play with Cali, helped me cook for lunch and even washed dishes. We watched Cali's favorite cartoon series and after lunch, David and I watched a new romantic movie on Netflix.

But throughout the day, I noticed there was always a certain sadness in his eyes and since I thought that maybe it was because he's going back to New York by the following day, so I pretended I didn't notice it at all and did my best to make him smile. When the evening came and Cali was already asleep in her room, we sat on the terrace with both coffee in our hands. We watched how the stars twinkle above the sky with the silence that stretched between us.

A few moments later, I glanced at him and I didn't miss the sad smile that curled against his lips before letting out a deep, long sigh.

"Are you okay?" I couldn't help but ask when I heard him sigh again.

He glanced at me and nodded. "Of course, why do you ask?"

"Because since you came this morning you seemed quiet and in deep thought."

"It's nothing, babe. Uhm... I was just thinking about what would happen in the future."

"What do you mean?" I asked him frowning. I even turned my whole body to face him.

"What I mean is that what is gonna happen to us in the future." He replied with a shrug, but still not looking at me but the glistening sight above us. "Do you think we'll still be together ten years from now?" "Babe..." The only word that formed in my head as his question totally surprised me and made me stuck in my seat.

And that's only when he looked at me, well, staring is the right word.

"I love you, Sam, you know that, right?"

"Y-Yeah, it's the second time you ask me that question and my answer is still the same until now."

"I know and to be honest, I feel afraid. Terrified is the exact word if I will describe how I feel right now."

"But why? What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid of how I feel for you. I have never loved someone in the past the way that I loved you. I love you so much that it scares me, Sam. It scares me when I think that one day, you're gonna leave me and I have to let you go." "Hey..." I immediately got up and walked closer to him. "Babe, what are you talking about? I'm not gonna leave you and I'm not going anywhere."

But at that moment, even I, myself wouldn't want to believe with what I said. I realized that we felt the same, we're both afraid. It's just that we have different reasons why we feel that way. I'm afraid and guilty and because of that, tears started flowing down my face. David is a good man and I'll be a fool if I let someone like him go easily.

"Shhh... why do you always cry every time I tell you that I love you? Does my love for you makes you cry?" He wiped my tears before pulling me into a hug, but I immediately freed myself when I heard his question.

"No, silly! That's not the reason why I cry. I'm just so thankful and overwhelmed by the love you have for me."

don't have to cry because of it. How many times do I have to tell you that I hate seeing you cry? And by

seat and

when I go

you mean you want

me to the

"But why?"

leave when I see you there

but then I smiled and nodded

you'll call me

He wrapped his hands around

you." He said breaking the deafening

deep breath before facing him

you too." I

though he returned me that smile, his eyes didn't show the same emotion. At that same moment, I realized the

him that he's already in the airplane at 8:00 and they'll be

home. Cali is

little upset as he didn't want me to at least take him to the

I somehow understand him because it's hard in his part to

looked at her

Paul?" I asked her, raising

with your boyfriend these past

said laughing at her reaction. "So,

"Aherm!"

both glanced at the door and frowned at the same time when my brother

Sam. I would also like to know what's going on with her

under her breath, but since I was

to suppress my

her and I

The show has begun.

just mind your own business?"

what you want, that I

What the hell is

"Yeah, that's what I want! I want you to get your

what you want me to do. From now on, I'm going to take what's mine---what is supposed to be

are you

also my question, girl. What the hell is

already taken your medicine? Because it seems

those lines,

mouth with my hand to stop

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