One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 113

Chapter 113: I hate myself that I love you

~~~I belong to her and you belong to him. We keep on playing a game we'll never win. We gotta stop before the hurt begins. What we had we'll always treasure. Believe me, it's easy letting go. So let's stop before we fall in love. Let's end it before the smoke turns to a flame, less than a game. Let's stop before the pleasure turns to pain. No reason to explain. Let's stop before we fall in love~~~

-Norman Saleet-

"Fine." He sighed. "What is it? Let me know the thing that's bothering you."

"Tss! The thing that's bothering me, really?" I chuckled sarcastically and walked past him, but then stopped after taking a few steps. "Well, then you listen! Do you know how much I loved you back then?"

His eyes softened from the words I mentioned.

"But I don't think so!" I continued.

"Sam..."

"I loved you with all the piece of me. I gave you everything including my dreams, my life, but what did you do? You made my life a living hell and blamed me for everything when all these years, you fucking knew what the real happened during that night! How dare you!" "Wait, w-what do you mean I knew---"

"How dare you accused me of seducing you and called me names when you knew I didn't do anything! You forced me! You forced me that night!"

I didn't miss the gasp that escaped his lips.

I tried so hard not to let my tears get in the way of my emotions, but I failed because it started to roll down the time I opened my mouth again.

"I met Gerry earlier, the bartender I asked to put a sleeping pill in your drinks, but instead, he put a sex-enhancing drug. And he was the same man you talked to almost 9 years ago when you found out there was hidden a camera in that room and his friend recorded everything! How dare you not tell me what you discovered? Why didn't you tell me you knew all about what happened? That you didn't fall asleep that night, instead it was me who fell asleep as he put a sleeping pill on my drink!"

Sobs simultaneously escaping my lips as I remembered the things he did, the way he made my life miserable, the way he broke my heart and trampled my dignity so many times when he brings different women to his room.

my fault! I took all the blame, Luke! I took all the pain and you just let me suffered! I fell asleep so that means you have a choice to leave, but no! You continued touching me and when I told you I was pregnant, you pretended

get to him

he didn't

"I'm sorry."

sorry? You're

"I'm sorry."

do you

Sam, I

Christ, Luke! Are you even a

time, he took

and I also know that it cringe you away every time I mention the word sorry. Honestly, I don't really know how to face you. I feel like a fading candle every time I see you as it reminds me of the

I'm also tired of loving you." I slumped on the floor with my back rested against the back of the couch. I can feel the exhaustion creeping not just in my entire body but also

heart.

in front of me and tried to hold my hand, but I didn't let him, instead, I looked him directly in the eye. And with heavy tears flowing down my face, I asked him the questions I had

Why did we end up like this? Was it really all

I'm sorry. Honestly, it was

slowly shook his head and held my hands that no matter how hard I tried to take them, the more he tightened his grip. "It was me who messed it up from the very beginning. I should've protected and understood you instead of putting all the pressure on you. I should have taken care of you and our daughter instead of blaming you for the thing I actually did. I got scared and overwhelmed by the responsibilities of being a father and a husband. And that made me weak.

so I

family completely."

as I witnessed the sorrow that registered in both his eyes. And a deep silence stretched between us for

want to know the truth

eyes. And even though I got no response, I didn't miss the way he gulped the nervousness as he waited for my

still in love

Maybe he wasn't expecting to hear that thing from me, especially after all I

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