One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 113

Chapter 113: I hate myself that I love you

~~~I belong to her and you belong to him. We keep on playing a game we'll never win. We gotta stop before the hurt begins. What we had we'll always treasure. Believe me, it's easy letting go. So let's stop before we fall in love. Let's end it before the smoke turns to a flame, less than a game. Let's stop before the pleasure turns to pain. No reason to explain. Let's stop before we fall in love~~~

-Norman Saleet-

"Fine." He sighed. "What is it? Let me know the thing that's bothering you."

"Tss! The thing that's bothering me, really?" I chuckled sarcastically and walked past him, but then stopped after taking a few steps. "Well, then you listen! Do you know how much I loved you back then?"

His eyes softened from the words I mentioned.

"But I don't think so!" I continued.

"Sam..."

"I loved you with all the piece of me. I gave you everything including my dreams, my life, but what did you do? You made my life a living hell and blamed me for everything when all these years, you fucking knew what the real happened during that night! How dare you!" "Wait, w-what do you mean I knew---"

"How dare you accused me of seducing you and called me names when you knew I didn't do anything! You forced me! You forced me that night!"

I didn't miss the gasp that escaped his lips.

I tried so hard not to let my tears get in the way of my emotions, but I failed because it started to roll down the time I opened my mouth again.

"I met Gerry earlier, the bartender I asked to put a sleeping pill in your drinks, but instead, he put a sex-enhancing drug. And he was the same man you talked to almost 9 years ago when you found out there was hidden a camera in that room and his friend recorded everything! How dare you not tell me what you discovered? Why didn't you tell me you knew all about what happened? That you didn't fall asleep that night, instead it was me who fell asleep as he put a sleeping pill on my drink!"

Sobs simultaneously escaping my lips as I remembered the things he did, the way he made my life miserable, the way he broke my heart and trampled my dignity so many times when he brings different women to his room.

I fell asleep so

took three long strides to get to him

hit him but he didn't move or dodge any

"I'm sorry."

You're

"I'm sorry."

times do you have to

Sam, I got

scared? Jesus Christ, Luke!

he took

like a fading candle every time I see you as it reminds me of the pain I caused you. I know I don't deserve you, but what do I do? I love you and I'm willing to wait and to take the risk just to be

slumped on the floor with my

heart.

in front of me and tried to hold my hand, but I didn't let him, instead, I looked him directly in the

Why didn't you follow me? Why did we

I'm sorry. Honestly, it

matter how hard I tried to take them, the more he tightened his grip. "It was me who messed it up from the very beginning. I should've protected and understood you instead of putting all the pressure on you. I should have taken care of you and our daughter instead of blaming you for the thing I actually did. I got scared and overwhelmed by the responsibilities of being a father and a husband. And that

so I

family completely."

in both his eyes. And a deep silence stretched between us

know the truth about how I really

no response, I didn't miss the way he gulped the nervousness as he waited for

still in

in surprise. Maybe he wasn't expecting to hear that

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