Chapter 181: I'm not perfect

I pushed him in an instant when I heard his question.

"What kind of question is that?"

"Because I haven't heard you say it back,"

"Seriously?"

"Hmhm..." he hummed and to my surprise, he held both my hands and his face turned serious all of a sudden."Sweetheart, I know I'm not perfect. I've never been a perfect father to our daughter, or a perfect boyfriend for these past few months and I know I was far from

being a perfect husband to you back then---"

"Wait a minute---what are you talking about? Why are you suddenly discussing perfection?"

"Because I know, if you were given the chance to go back in time you would choose David over me because he's perfect."

My mouth hung open when he started to speak.

"He's perfect in everything, from his looks, attitude and most of all, he has never hurt you. You have a better future in him than in me."

"Luke---"

"But sweetheart, I'm here, I've changed. I love you and even though I know I was far from being David, I'll do everything to be the man you deserve and the father that Cali deserves."

"So you heard our conversation," it was not a question, but a confirmation. The conversation I was referring to was the one Jack and I had in the kitchen a few days ago. "Yes," he nodded.

"But you said you didn't hear us talking? Wait, which part of our conversation did you start hearing?"

"From the moment Jack asked you about David,"

"So that means you heard---"

him and how you would choose him if you were only given the

his face showed jealousy. "But I asked if you heard what we were talking about and

because what's the point

me these past

but I was hurt too, and I

back to visit me? Didn't you say you won't

I wanted to kiss you and hold you every time I see you or when you're near me but I couldn't! So to

asked me about what you heard so that it would have been clear to you that you had a different understanding of what I said. Or, I hope you didn't show up right away or maybe you stayed hidden for a little while so you would

opened but

still choose you... I will still love you. I will still be the craziest woman as you described me

I smiled.

to all that because I know that in the end, you will love me as much as I love you. And because

I could turn the hands

would choose, I would still choose the life where you are with me even if there are pain or painful memories. In fact, I wouldn't change a thing. Because I felt like everything in my life and everything I've done in the past

everything..."

have never experienced joy, love, and happiness when I am with you, and most of all, I

sweet smile but guess what I got? Nothing! He didn't open his mouth to say anything. He just stood

then... tears welled up in his eyes causing

what I did in my past life to deserve you. Maybe I must have done something right

I smiled widely, wiping the tears from his face. I don't know but seeing him

"Thank you, Sam,"

asked with a

for loving

not be a perfect man or husband in the future, but there's one thing I

woman? Then what about Cali and your Mom?"

course, they are

my lower lip to contain my excitement... but I didn't know

freed my lip from my teeth using his thumb and I held my breath as he did that. I felt the intensity of his gaze as he looked at me and then at my lips. I gulped, moistening my suddenly dry lips from the way he was staring at them. And

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