Chapter 181: I'm not perfect

I pushed him in an instant when I heard his question.

"What kind of question is that?"

"Because I haven't heard you say it back,"

"Seriously?"

"Hmhm..." he hummed and to my surprise, he held both my hands and his face turned serious all of a sudden."Sweetheart, I know I'm not perfect. I've never been a perfect father to our daughter, or a perfect boyfriend for these past few months and I know I was far from

being a perfect husband to you back then---"

"Wait a minute---what are you talking about? Why are you suddenly discussing perfection?"

"Because I know, if you were given the chance to go back in time you would choose David over me because he's perfect."

My mouth hung open when he started to speak.

"He's perfect in everything, from his looks, attitude and most of all, he has never hurt you. You have a better future in him than in me."

"Luke---"

"But sweetheart, I'm here, I've changed. I love you and even though I know I was far from being David, I'll do everything to be the man you deserve and the father that Cali deserves."

"So you heard our conversation," it was not a question, but a confirmation. The conversation I was referring to was the one Jack and I had in the kitchen a few days ago. "Yes," he nodded.

"But you said you didn't hear us talking? Wait, which part of our conversation did you start hearing?"

"From the moment Jack asked you about David,"

"So that means you heard---"

I heard everything you said about him and how you would choose him if you were only

face showed jealousy. "But I asked if you heard what we were talking about and you

lied because what's the point of

so was the reason you were avoiding me

but I was hurt too, and

you come back to visit me? Didn't you

calm myself down. I wanted to touch you, I wanted to kiss you and hold you every time I see you or when you're near me but I couldn't! So to be

clear to you that you had a different understanding of what I said. Or, I hope you didn't show up right away or maybe you stayed hidden for a little while so you would have heard what I have

opened but no words came

still choose you... I will still love you. I will still be the craziest woman as you

I smiled.

back to all that because I know that in the end, you will love me as much as I love you. And because I believe that everything that happens or has happened has a reason. Everything...

if I could turn the hands of

the chance to choose which life I would choose, I would still choose the life where you are with me even if there are pain or painful memories. In fact, I wouldn't change a thing. Because I felt like everything in my life and everything I've done in the past hasded

everything..."

may never have improved. I may have never experienced joy, love, and happiness when I am with you, and most of all, I may have never had Cassandra Lizeth

Nothing! He didn't open his mouth to say anything. He just stood there in front of me, staring

his eyes causing me to gasp

my past life to deserve you. Maybe I must have done something right or something great to deserve your love. How did I ever

know but seeing him like that makes my heart melt in

"Thank you, Sam,"

what?" I asked with

you for loving me.

family. I may not be a perfect man or husband in the future, but there's one thing I could promise, I love

Cali

they

alright," I shrugged and bit my lower lip to contain my excitement... but I didn't know it

as he looked at me and then at my lips. I gulped, moistening my suddenly dry lips

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