Pampered by the Billionaire by Qin Dance

Chapter 839: Chapter 557: One Act Shattered Her Ten Years of Devotion

"This question is truly hard to answer..." Chen Wei said, "Because even I don’t know how I’ve lived in this city for so long! When you count it, it’s been sixteen years! Unknowingly, they’ve just passed by; it hasn’t felt so quick, but sometimes quite long. However, now at the age of thirty-five, when I look back on these past sixteen years, I really feel like, it’s just the blink of an eye!"

Lun Ying smiled faintly, "Actually, I’m the same... I’ve lived in H City for over ten years now. Sometimes I feel time is fast, sometimes slow! But there’s one strange thing, I’ve never considered it my hometown, sometimes, I really don’t like it!"

"No..." Chen Wei shook his head, "You’re wrong! You don’t dislike it, maybe, it’s that you like it too much! Because disliking itself is a form of emotion, just like me with Hong Kong, there’s no so-called like or dislike, I only feel that it has brought me despair, but has also given me hope. Every step I took to get here has been witnessed by it, yet such despair and hope are merely part of my life experience. Maybe if I were in another city, I’d have different encounters, and those cities would similarly bring you despair and encounters, so..."

Chen Wei shrugged his shoulders, "So I think this might not have anything to do with the city itself, it’s just about how you strive and live in a city. Of course, relating to what you just said, I can understand that your dislike for it is merely because of the people there, one particular person!"

Lun Ying laughed, "It’s not that complicated. Between him and me, it was doomed ten years ago that it couldn’t be, mainly because I was too foolish, and foolish for ten years!"

"Since you know you’re foolish, then wake up sooner; it’s not too late now!"

"Really?"

"I told you, I can help you!" Chen Wei lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said.

"But, what you want, I can’t return!"

"Haha!" Chen Wei suddenly burst out laughing, "Then tell me, what do I want?"

"Love! You’re thirty-five, still haven’t found the girl you’re enamored with, in your heart for love, you should have a wonderful fantasy about it. What you need is a woman whom you like, and she likes you too! So, I can’t return that!"

"Ha!" Chen Wei sneered and said, "You know, Lun Ying, though you’re still young, I’ve always thought you’re more mature than your peers, but today, you’ve truly disappointed me!"

"...I’m sorry!"

you haven’t let me down, what you’ve truly

"..."

Ying, to speak frankly, you don’t have to accept me, but you really shouldn’t keep your heart

know? Before I turned thirty, I always thought that the one I liked and loved was my girlfriend from when I was in Fujian, so later when she got married and had kids, I was really sad, really upset. But even so, I couldn’t bear to blame her in

love; I thought as long as she was happy, I would also feel happy. I thought, damn it, I was really becoming a saint of love! But on the day of my thirtieth birthday, reflecting on the thirty years of my life, suddenly I realized, I actually no longer loved her; the reason I persisted for so long was because I was always enamored with the feeling I had when I first became infatuated with her. What I loved was that feeling, not her

Wei said, "Lun Ying, I only understood this truth when I was thirty years old, and I don’t want you to be like me, having to wait until you are

about me?" Lun Ying asked in return, "What do you feel about me? Simply because you think I am similar to you, sympathize with each other’s plight, thus you like

your background or history, yet I must admit that I have a special

reject me, I think I shouldn’t feel heartbroken, wouldn’t feel I can’t live anymore, wouldn’t feel the sun won’t rise tomorrow! Because after all, I’ve had experiences, and the memories between us aren’t more than these two weeks in Hong Kong, how intense? How passionate? Doesn’t

to say there’s no feeling at all, also isn’t true. It’s just a very faint, very thin feeling, with a little bit of discomfort that might make me smoke a few more cigarettes, drink a bit more wine, more or less the same! To summarize, it’s more intense than between friends, yet bland

I very much want to love you. Before you give me this chance, I don’t dare to open my heart completely to you,

bit her lip, unable to speak a word,

Empathy, perhaps!

at the sign ahead!" After a while, Lun Ying suddenly

didn’t think much of it, and the car

looked out the car window, a bit puzzled. It turned out to be the entrance of a vacation hotel, what’s Lun Ying

an hour at most, but they have an underground garage,

unresponsive, while Lun Ying had already opened the car door and got out, walking towards the direction

like in an instant, Chen Wei understood something, his heart started

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she decided to go out, she had a phone