Pregnant and Rejected by My Alpha Mate

Chapter 36

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Bastien’s POV

Axel hasn’t made a sound in days. Though he was all but feral from the moment I answered Danver’s phone call to the second Dr Kane uncovered Selene’s body in the morgue, he hasn’t moved a muscle since. I’ve found myself reaching out to him on the hour,

extending my internal feelers toward his shape just to make sure he’s still there.

More than anything else, his absence tells me that this nightmare l’ve been living is unfortunately very real. Selene – my sweet, perfect little wolf – is dead.

She ran from my home believing I thought her guilty of a terrible crime. She fled my protection because I made her think it was persecution, and died alone and afraid.

My father’s death nearly destroyed me, but my mate’s has annihilated me completely. Everything that used to matter to me, has ceased to be important. Suddenly I don’t care if I’m the Alpha; I don’t care if the pack falls to ruin; I don’t care if Arabella is found; 1 don’t even care if I live.

I do not recognize myself, and I don’t feel the need to find the man I once was, nor create a path forward for the wretch I’ve become.

At first I took to the forest, but when I discovered that I could not shift, I returned to the pack house, and locked myself in my rooms. My mother, Aiden and Donovan have all tried to persuade me to return to the land of the living, but I have no interest in being there without Selene,

Even now, when Aiden is outside my door with news that might have sent me running last week, I want nothing more than to disappear.

“The enforcers think they’ve found Arabella.” He calls through the heavy wood panel.

“Fine.” I respond blankly, refusing to pull my attention from the picture frame clutched in my hand. “Go get her.”

“Not without you.” Aiden huffs out a frustrated breath. “We need you to lead us.”

“You don’t.” I counter, tracing Selene’s shape in our wedding photo. “Just bring her home.”

my father. “Alpha, this is your duty. You made a vow to Flynn

mate.” I lash out, flinging all my anguish and fury in their direction. “I broke the most sacred vow I ever took. How

never forgive yourself if something went wrong

a risk i’ll have to take.” I snap, wishing I could pull my

I don’t care enough to try. If you won’t do it for honor, do it for intel.”

of my mind, even as I brush them aside. “If she could identify them, they would never let her

reminds, “I doubt they planned on letting her

I drag one hand through my hair. “What makes you so sure we

assuredly. “We’ve

around Arabella, wrapping her in emergency blankets and patting her back while she cries. Her

tears

said he

tell us anything about the

into another fit of sobs. I should feel guilty for not being more concerned, indeed, under any other circumstances I would be absolutely horrified by my apparent apathy

I’ve known for a long time that those feelings come

form. She didn’t ask to be kidnapped, but if I hadn’t been off looking for her, I would have been there when Selene needed me. She

– and it was all for nothing. The real danger was right under my nose the whole time. I never saw it coming, and my mate paid

voice drags me back to the present. “He wore a mask. But he said Bastien has only himself to blame.” Her big brown eyes lock onto me, her lower lip caught in a trembling pout. “He said you

Selene’s POV

the afternoon sun bathes my skin in golden warmth. My senses gradually return, filling in the world around me with

appear when I finally open my eyes, the cold ground beneath my cheek littered with fallen leaves and sprawling tangles of knobby roots. A fluttering breeze carries birdsong to my ears, along with the babbling of

bliss, carefully pushing myself up to examine this new plane of existence. It looks so like the forests around Elysium; the forests I grew up exploring

should take the shape of those beloved stomping grounds; that my afterlife should be spent in the peace of the virgin forest. The only

aching limbs iņ confusion, a new thought plaguing

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