Pregnant and Rejected by My Alpha Mate

Chapter 164- Telling Lila

Selene

After two full days of arguing about my plans to go to Tartarus – most of which were devoted to convincing the Betas it was the right thing to do even though we’d already reached that agreement with Helene – Aiden, Donovan and I have finally reached something

close to a detente. The Betas have accepted that I’m going to Tartarus whether they like it or not, and now Helene and I are well under way planning out trip. After reviewing the quickest route to Tartarus over and over again, we finally moved on to figuring out how we‘re going to disguise me, what precautions I’ll take to avoid Blaise, and how to convince Bastien to believe me over Arabella.

I’ve continued training with her day and night, moving on from bending shadows to working on hypnosis, harnessing moonlight and putting people to sleep. I’m not very good at the latter two, but I’ve made surprising progress with the hypnosis, so much so that Helene offered me rare praise after our first session, telling me my efforts weren’t half bad.

In the meantime I’ve been trying to figure out how I’m going to explain what’s happening to Lila, let alone how I’m going to work up the strength to leave her. I’ve never been away from Lila for longer than a day or two, and at least one of those occasions was her k********g, so I don’t exactly have strong positive feelings associated with the idea.

I wish I had more time to prepare her for my departure, letting her sit with the idea for a day or two would surely be better than surprising her with it and immediately disappearing, but we simply don’t have the time to spare. So today I’m going to spend every last second of my time with my pup, and tomorrow we’ll both be leaving Elysium – Lila traveling West with Drake and Sophie, and me traveling to the far East in hopes of rescuing Bastien from Arabella’s cruel clutches.

I’m so lost in my thoughts about what is yet to come, I forget to hide my pensive mood from my daughter.

“Mommy, wha’s wrong?” Lila asks, coming to stand beside me as I finish doing the dishes from Breakfast.

“Sorry Lila bean, I was just thinking. Are you almost ready to go?” I ask her. “Mommy I’s ready hours ago!” She announces dramatically, throwing her dark head

* *

*

* *

*

*

*

back in exasperation.

drying my hands,

going to be just us. Sophie is spending the day with Drake, so I’ll have an abundance

to it, Lila has so much fun zooming around the enclosures full of exotic animals that I’m loathe to ruin her good mood. Still, I know it has to be done. As we stroll

I realize telling her here may have been a

listening to a word I say. “And dat one’s Gil, and Flipper, ooh

lift her into my lap and wrap both arms

pointing to a lionfish. “That is a good one.” I agree, “I bet you miss all the fish in Asphodel, don’t

now rather than being preoccupied with what’s in front of her, her thoughts seem far away. I have no doubt she’s remembering running through all of the floating city’s canals, it used to be impossible to get her to come

how would you like to visit them?” I suggest, praying the conversation continues to go

Lila chirps, bouncing up and down in my lap. “Can I, can I,

confirm with a wide smile. “Uncle Drake and Aunt Sophie have invited you to come stay for a few weeks. You can see all your

She exclaims, already jumping down from my

that’s the thing, Lila bean.” I sigh, catching her and pulling her to a

disappears, confusion

–

What’d you mean?”

old enough to understand why

advises. I know it hurts now

I don’t come back. I think morosely. Don’t say that. Luna snaps. Thinking that

to lie to you, Lila. So I’m going to tell you something very serious, and I want you to promise

vows sincerely, her blue and violet

lost, just like I was when he came and found me in Asphodel. So I have to go find

come with

the news as gently as I can, but it hurts just speaking the words. “It’s too dangerous.

safe.” 

Lila thinks for a moment, her lower lip pushing out in a

back?”

tell you for certain that it will only be a few

up to tears, and my heart thumps in sympathy, “Like Daddy. What if you goes away and I don’

to see me and Daddy again.” I swear, gripping her shoulders. “Do you

rubbing her