Pregnant I left him To His First Love by Collins Patrick

Chapter 44

Deciding to divorce Tatum was the hardest decision Leila ever made and in the days that have passed since they had that huge fight, leading to her asking for a divorce, a tiny part of her wishes she had shown more restraint but there was only so much she could take. Sometimes she wishes her soul would just travel out of her body and take her to a place where she can't feel suffering, worry, pain or heartbreak.

A place where she can just exist without these sad emotions that constantly fill her, hopefully where the thoughts of Tatum still brought.

She loves him, even now that he's demanded that they end everything, she still feels that yearning for him but he will never love her and she has accepted it.

"Leila, our little munchkin is starting to make itself known," Amanda says excitedly, pointing at Leila's bump.

Leila's eyes widen slightly and she runs her hands down her stomach.

"Yes it is," Leila replies with a half smile..

Her baby seems healthy and is growing fast and that is something to be happy about but she is also sad and worried about it.

Soon, she will not be able to keep the child a secret anymore. What does she do after Tatum signs the divorce papers? She already sent it to him via email.

and raise the child on her own elsewhere, keeping it a secret forever or does she remain in the

he want to take her child from

do you think it'll be?" Amanda asks, loosening the bandage around Leila's head to check her

small sad smile creeps up Leila's lip as the image of the perfect family she used to imagine with Tatum breezes through her mind: a mini Tatum running around the

replying in a sullen

in the world....the only thing better than its mother

least she has someone that cares deeply about her in Amanda, maybe she shouldn't worry too

divorce is finalised, she is surprised Kelvin, one person she knows really cares about her hasn't come to see

come to visit at any time, maybe when I

going back to work on the

the Alpha? Did he- never mind, I'll know if he

her anyway, with her out

and she hesitates before she blocks it. Her duties as Luna are still calling, it's like everything's

the mindlink but she can't, because of the baby and she doesn't want to lose the only ability of a

ability to mindlink, it is the only thing that gives her hope that maybe