Pregnant I left him To His First Love by Collins Patrick

Chapter 81

Just as Leila planned, Tatum's back barely touches the bed before he falls asleep, he had already been dozing off in the car on their way back home. Leila lies, cradled in Tatum's arm for a while but her eyes are wide open, her heart racing with many emotions, her mind clouded with a plethora of thoughts.

She feels comforted being next to Tatum and she would not trade this life for anything else but tonight she drugged him, even if it is for the greater good, she cannot shake off the guilt that is slowly and painfully clawing at her heart. When she feels Tatum is deeply asleep, she carefully wriggles free from his arms and waves her fingers across his face and Tatum feels it but he doesn't move.

He has never been asleep, although a tad bit drowsy from the effect of the drug.

Right now, he can hear the sound of Leila's heart beating fervently like a drum whose drummer has the intention of beating it till it rips apart.

What is she up to?

He watches with a broken heart as she changes from her gown into a pair of Jean and hoodie, trying his best to keep his eyes as squinted as possible not to let her know he can see her. Where is she going? Is she sneaking out to meet someone?

Is it Kelvin?

Will he never be enough for her? He gave up finding a cure for his own mate just so he can have an excuse to be with her.

that he is genuine and really

d be shuts his eye but he cannot shut

wing out of his house at night to possibly meet

way to bar. He is supposed to be the 'oha, the top nete cot seem to find a grip on his own wite.

tot nade pessing against his cheek, her lips, just as her At down his hair before she leaves the room.

mined, unadulterated and agonising tears through him are takes all his resolve not to grab her and ask her where she is

They are frents, real trends, even before any of this, if she cannot trust him as her husband, what about as a friend?

He's supposed to feel angry but that feeling is distant, the only thing he can feel is the crippling agony slashing through the heart with reckless abandon

What is she doing? Why can't she just trust him? He knows he failed her in the past but he wants to do better now.

Does he follow her to see what she is up to? No, he doesn't want to scare her swer

in, that she will see that

stays awake, counting the hours till Leila

bed, a pair of red eyes are staring directly at her and she yelps, her hand flying to her cheel? How

her jeans and hoodie?

tell him?

light by the bedpost and his eyes return to normal but they are full of

for a run, sweet pea?" Tatum asks,

went for a run," Leila replies incoherently and Tatum smiles at

him but he will

her, he can't imagine life without her by

will learn to

and she walks up nervously to him, avoiding his

bear cuddle, kissing her nape and squeezing her tight and he feels greatly relieved that

run without me next time," he whispers softly," we should do everything

the thing you are currently doing without my knowledge,' he says to himself with a

pumps to the

with much exnement the thing with the back

have

of the context and one of his wannars has just taken down another will that was almost tence his are

that?' He asks Leite, touching her shoulders

jerks at his touch, like someone jolted out of a trance by his touch *ter body is present there, perhaps he spirit too but her mind is already Tar gone "What? Who did what?' Leila replies, glancing from the bleadied man in the auditorium back to Tatum, looking completely clueless as to what

Leila replies

"Are you su

fine Tatum' Leila's voice comes out a bit harsh before it

and he

them spoke of that night but something has been different about her since then. He wants to

hurts.

match,' she said but she is already completely lost in her own world again, staring into

ever

she doesn't even try to hide it, the fact is like a

around in the middle of

wrong with her eyes, it is her mind that has sunk into an abyss of theories of what ifs, some scary to even imagine, some strange to ponder but they all nibble on her mind, urging her to make sense out of it and find the truth. Curtis found someone who may be able to get in touch with Kelvin for her and she has forwarded the pictures of

from him and the anxious

of the blood oak pack, a respected warrior and a high