Pregnant With Alpha’s Genius Twins

#Chapter 97 – Alone

Victor stands alone on a terrace facing the waterfall, a large glass of whiskey in his hand. He stands close to the railing, his eyes closed, savoring the feeling of the spray on his face.

He does his very best, in this moment, to feel nothing, lest his emotions completely overwhelm him. He breathes a sigh through gritted teeth, and then a laugh.

He is an Alpha, for god’s sake. He is supposed to be better at this, at controlling himself, his situation, his world. Or even, at the bare minimum, his emotions.

But he feels, truly, that if he feels even one thing in this moment, that the tumult of everything in his life, everything he wants to feel and has been pressing down, will overwhelm him, and he’ll just collapse.

Victor steels himself against this, imagining that his bones are titanium, and around them his muscles are iron, that he’s complete and indestructible and strong.

It helps. For now, at least, it helps. He feels like he can handle it all again, for this moment, at least.

Opening his eyes, he laughs a small, sardonic laugh. He imagines that his therapist, wherever she is, would tell him to let himself feel his feelings. That he’s just been through a very difficult and traumatic day and that he needs to recognize that, to give himself some grace.

He’s an Alpha, but he’s still a person, she would say.

Evelyn flashes to his mind in the moment and he smiles, knowing that she would probably say the same thing.

These therapists, all alike.

Still, the thought of her, smiling at him, giving him her own strength, fortifies him.

“Victor?” He turns, blinking, surprised to hear a voice. He asked not to be disturbed.

The past few hours had been a whirlwind – hotel staff wanting direction, Amelia’s father’s rage at being denied an audience, speaking briefly to Beta Stephen about the draft of a press relief. This is the first moment he’s been able to be alone, and he had savored it.

Still, he knows that voice, and is unsurprised to see his mother walking towards him.

“Victor?” she asks again, her voice worried. “Are you all right?”

He puts out an arm and his mother tucks herself into it, wrapping him in a hug of her own. He lets her hold him, for a moment, before straightening himself. “I’m fine, mom. It’s been…well, you know. It’s been quite a day.”

know, darling,” she says, looking up at him with such kindness in her face. “I know it is not easy on

to pieces before his mother – he knows she would let him. But he has to pull

“For your people. I know it is hard, but you cannot let

advice of his therapist, but it’s advice that best matches his instincts and experience as an

media, and with your people. And

to him. “I

Amelia was the first step.” She hesitates, and then

meets her eyes, his own brow raised, surprised. “I always

selfish, too determined to privilege herself, to be the right one for you. Her

words as gently as she can, but there is steel to her voice as well.

steps forward to straighten his tie. “Amelia has left, and I

coming out here in a minute,” she continues, surveying him to make sure he passes muster. “They are going to pressure you to talk to the press, to make big decisions.” She folds her arms and holds his gaze. “I won’t tell you what to do, Victor. But

nods, feeling his hackles rise. “Thank you,

her hand and then turning away. “No matter what, I am on your side,” she calls over her shoulder as

she breezes off the terrace, his brother storms out, wheeling his father’s chair before

looking everywhere for you, Victor. What are you doing, hiding out

watching them as they swiftly approach, their faces

his head and looking away from Victor as if he can’t stand the sight of his

to be done,”

“You should have done it in private, away

his father can’t see him. Victor’s lips curl back, giving his brother a silent snarl. As if Rafe hasn’t done anything but be an

inside of the venue. “They want a statement, answers, that you owe

to anyone,” Victor says, taking a much-needed sip of his

narrative

the narrative. I’ll issue a statement in a few days when things have

Rafe says, his voice smug. “I’d make sure Amelia

you’re not me,” Victor shoots back at him, condescending. “You’re just the third son, who has never had to make a hard decision in his life. So excuse me,” Victor says, giving him a mocking little bow, “if

them slightly, contemplative. “I’ve ruined Amelia’s life enough for one day – I don’t need to make