Facade
The days went by, and soon, my heat’ period went away…for the moment, that is. Reagan had told me I will soon experience it again, while we’re still not marked and mated.
I can feel my wolf’s strength increase every day as she continues to go through the phase of turning to a Lycan. Sometimes, it’s hard to
control her, but I’ve been having a lot of practice
with Reagan and sometimes Lexi. I just have to
learn to keep calm always even when I’m angry.
It’s easier said than done, though.
I feel pretty bad for ruining our dinner date,
so I’m looking for a way to make it up to
Reagan. We’ve been getting closer by the day, learning new things about each other as we try
to open up to one another. And sometimes,
when I’m horny during my ‘heat’ period, he
helps me out. But we never went all the way, we
only stopped before it went too far.
Personally, I would love for him to mark
and claim me, but it just doesn’t feel like the right time. My wolf’s still going through this
phase, and I want to get to know him better before I completely give myself to him. It’s hard to control myself, but I always find a way.
I’m learning to trust Reagan, and he, in
turn, is learning to be a bit less controlling. I
made him promise to always consult me before
taking any actions concerning me. As for my college, I’ve accepted to have it online, reluctantly, though. He was right. He won’t be in
Los Angeles for long once he’s done with his
ongoing case. And the thought of having to
separate from him doesn’t sit well with me. So
just to be with him, I’m ready to do anything.
And then there’s Lana. She keeps getting
paler every day, and when I ask what’s wrong,
she just shrugs it off, claiming she is fine. But 1
can see that being away from her mate is weakening both her and her wolf. I tried talking her into going back to Red Moon, but she doesn’t listen. She’s so stubborn at times, it’s
Sonus
wish there was
cheer her up. If she remains like this,
well in her
even seen any recent
having any sort of fun. The
made time to
to a club, the
are glazed over like she’s deep in thoughts,
my heart to
this.
Janet strolls in,
a smile at us.
like me, Lana didn’t like
avoid Janet all
her and quickly leaving
walks in. This way,
less, and my wolf wouldn’t go berserk
more.
stays in a
from Reagan’s and mine. She still has that innocent facade she always has on and keeps trying to get close to me. It’s irritating as well as tiring. I have to act nice to her like I don’t always imagine choking her
to us after
I have couple of
sprawled on the table. It was
we are studying, but
was helping Lana study since she wasn’t looking so good and probably can’t
“We’re studying, Janet…obviously,” ||
darn sure she heard. She smiles before taking a seat beside me and pulling it closer. Seriously, what’s her problem? Why can’t she just leave
alone? Can’t she see I hate
might look and act sweet,
catch her off
because of
she-wolves being
would try to spend
had noticed
without being
catches him
to put her hands all over him
always warns her not to. I’m
her to make up some lame
was to lure my
be ready
isn’t interested in her
attention is always on
course are you
Janet asks once more.
briefly answer, hoping she would go
fun. Can
idle at home. I can only go out to shop, and that’s it. There’s nowhere else for me to go. I’m thinking about visiting my
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