Chapter 185 185: But now no talking, only loving

Ella locked herself in her room. She wanted to be alone without being interrupted, so when Stefan dropped her off at home, she stepped out of the car and walked inside the building without giving him another glance.

She knew it was impolite, but all she wanted to do was get away from him before she burst into tears in his presence.

Ella had no idea she was silently crying as she recalled the most wonderful moments of her life with Stefan.

She never imagined Stefan would be able to make her forget Max and help her break free from her insecure bubble, but now she wonders if she was truly outside of that box.

No, she wasn't; otherwise, Priscilla's words wouldn't have ripped her heart so easily.

As she proceeded to bury herself in her bitter words, her phone rang, and she shifted her focus away from her pain to see who had called.

Her eyes froze when she saw her mother's name, and she brushed away her tears before picking it up.

"Hello?" Ella spoke in a shaky voice. She tried not to cry, but tears started to pool in her eyes.

"Ella, is everything alright?" Michelle's voice brought her to tears, and she cried her heart out in front of her.

"Mom, why is life so unjust to me? Was I not born to love? Why is my life on a thread of being left out anytime I consider giving it a chance?" Ella was unable to control her pain and voiced it in front of her mother.

Mischelle kept quiet, tears flowing down her cheeks as she listened to her daughter wail her heart out.

She understood what Ella was going through and was ready to listen to her as always. Her daughter always appeared to be strong, but only she knew that wasn't the reality and that she was actually frail and sensitive at heart.

"Mom, I like him, but I know he will find someone more gorgeous than me and leave me. I'll be left alone; why, Mom, can't I be happy for once?" Ella continues to spill out everything she has bottled up for years, finally being vulnerable.

"Am I not lovable, Mom. Aren't I worth fighting for? Why does everyone want to leave me?" she pondered.

First her father abandoned her, then Max, and now the prospect of Stefan becoming tired of her and abandoning her was tearing her heart apart.

"If you think, Stefan will leave you then let me clear it Ella, he won't because if he had to he wouldn't have told me about your deal of faking your relationship before me"

became silent, her mind

know you asked him to be your fake boyfriend because you didn't

appear to conceal such a significant fact from her when he sincerely intended to pursue her

but knowing she wasn't ready to open her heart after a failed romantic relationships, he ought to get advice from

told you about

do you know what he said?"

have caused you to look down on yourself. He claimed he

She knew what her mother said was correct because she felt it in every moment she spent with

but don't let it destroy your bond with Stefan, because no matter what, he will never let you go. Don't let your

unlovable due of her history, so when she discovered a moment of bliss, she clung to it without realizing how much it would

positive qualities and ignored his negative ones. But what he did in the end. He cheated on

sentiments and was most likely extremely upfront about how

decide to fake their relationship in front of her mother, he decides to tell her the truth because he genuinely wants to court her without

the kind of love she desired, then was it? He was altering himself for her, being honest with not only himself but also with everyone around him, and

but was unable to

of overthinking yourself and hurting the person who is ready to

the fact that her mother would not

mistaken she had been to believe Stefan would leave her at some time. Even if he did have second thoughts, she would not stop him since, like him, she

as soon as she opened the door, her eyes widened in surprise,

she said

deliberated whether to follow her or not. But he understood it

bought some fried chicken and beer before returning

you your favorite fried chicken,"

to give Ella some space, but he couldn't since she

safety

gaze softened as she focused on the bag in

welled up in her eyes, moved by his thoughtful

saw the tears in her eyes and dashed into the house, closing the door behind

want to eat them, that's alright. I'll get something else for you, or maybe nothing," he mumbled, unable to understand

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