Chapter 185 185: But now no talking, only loving

Ella locked herself in her room. She wanted to be alone without being interrupted, so when Stefan dropped her off at home, she stepped out of the car and walked inside the building without giving him another glance.

She knew it was impolite, but all she wanted to do was get away from him before she burst into tears in his presence.

Ella had no idea she was silently crying as she recalled the most wonderful moments of her life with Stefan.

She never imagined Stefan would be able to make her forget Max and help her break free from her insecure bubble, but now she wonders if she was truly outside of that box.

No, she wasn't; otherwise, Priscilla's words wouldn't have ripped her heart so easily.

As she proceeded to bury herself in her bitter words, her phone rang, and she shifted her focus away from her pain to see who had called.

Her eyes froze when she saw her mother's name, and she brushed away her tears before picking it up.

"Hello?" Ella spoke in a shaky voice. She tried not to cry, but tears started to pool in her eyes.

"Ella, is everything alright?" Michelle's voice brought her to tears, and she cried her heart out in front of her.

"Mom, why is life so unjust to me? Was I not born to love? Why is my life on a thread of being left out anytime I consider giving it a chance?" Ella was unable to control her pain and voiced it in front of her mother.

Mischelle kept quiet, tears flowing down her cheeks as she listened to her daughter wail her heart out.

She understood what Ella was going through and was ready to listen to her as always. Her daughter always appeared to be strong, but only she knew that wasn't the reality and that she was actually frail and sensitive at heart.

"Mom, I like him, but I know he will find someone more gorgeous than me and leave me. I'll be left alone; why, Mom, can't I be happy for once?" Ella continues to spill out everything she has bottled up for years, finally being vulnerable.

"Am I not lovable, Mom. Aren't I worth fighting for? Why does everyone want to leave me?" she pondered.

First her father abandoned her, then Max, and now the prospect of Stefan becoming tired of her and abandoning her was tearing her heart apart.

"If you think, Stefan will leave you then let me clear it Ella, he won't because if he had to he wouldn't have told me about your deal of faking your relationship before me"

her

to be your fake boyfriend because you didn't want to hurt me," she explained,

to conceal such a significant fact from her when he sincerely intended

but knowing she wasn't ready to open her heart after a failed romantic relationships, he

about the agreement?" Ella

do you know what he

negative memories that have caused you to look

her mouth as Mischelle continued to speak. She knew what her mother said was correct because she felt it in every moment she spent with

been unfair to you Ella, but don't let it destroy your bond with Stefan, because no matter what, he will never let you go. Don't let your past ruin your future, El " she stated, letting out

believed she was unlovable due of her history, so when she discovered a moment

her blind love and faith in Max, she noticed only his positive qualities and ignored his negative ones. But

expressive about his sentiments and was most likely extremely upfront about how much he

they decide to fake their relationship in front of her mother, he decides to tell her the truth because he genuinely wants to court her without

was it? He was altering himself for her, being honest with not only himself but also with everyone around him, and most likely attempting to understand her despite her

but was unable to speak

go and talk things out Ella instead of overthinking yourself and hurting the person who is ready

that her mother would not

some time. Even if he did have second thoughts, she would not stop him since, like him, she loves him and is willing to work hard to make this

on her heels, ready to leave the house. But as soon as she opened the door, her eyes widened in surprise, and her

she said

dropping her, deliberated whether to follow her or not. But he understood it would be a hassle to upset her if

favorite children's shop and bought some fried chicken

favorite fried chicken," he mumbled,

Ella some space, but he couldn't since she was silently

her safety by keeping an eye on

as she focused on the bag in his

trembled and tears welled up in her eyes, moved by his thoughtful

tears

sure you didn't skip dinner. But if you don't want to eat them, that's alright. I'll get something else for you, or maybe nothing,"

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