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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

it might… it might take

are you

room. The next moment, Eric

intense that

smatched the scissors

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This time, he saw both worry and anger in

seized her hand, his dangerous gaze fixed on her. The next moment, it seemed as if he could explode

Eileen’s face. I just want to case the pain here,” she said, pointing to her

sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a madwoman

but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not

it

heart sank at that.

an embrace. The emotions she had nowhere to vent were still there.

long while. Eileen realized that she had become unexpectedly quiet.

the blood-dripping

just

Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no

“Feeling better now?”

excessive blood loss, her face was visibly

tucked her loose hair behind her ear. Tll make breakfast for

“Just leave.”

dish Eric could make was just pasta.

were also very calm, as if nothing had ever

placed it on the table, then turned around to fetch

Some of the soup trickled down the

into place by a man, a fork thrust into her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance from me, and I won’t be reminded of the pain, let alone harm myself. Please go! I’m

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get angry. Instead, he patiently cleaned up. His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked up at her, Eileen instinctively stepped back in fear, as if

finish eating.

his bowl toward her. After sweeping up the trash, he left for the doorway and lit

the early morning

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