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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

and it might… it might take a very long time for her to slowly heal herself.

are you doing?”

a cold voice echoed in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric

was so intense that

smatched the scissors from her

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gaze. This time, he saw both

The next moment, it seemed as if he could explode with anger at any time. Do

smile, tears trickled down Eileen’s face. I just want to case the pain here,” she said, pointing

taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain

I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to get better

was as if it was spoken to his

sank at that.

emotions she had nowhere to vent were still

a long while. Eileen realized that

holding the blood-dripping scissors

seemed like it was not just Eileen

Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was

“Feeling better now?”

blood loss, her face was visibly pale. She hung

Tll make breakfast for you. What

“Just leave.”

The best dish Eric could make was just

also very calm, as if nothing

bowl of beef macaroni soup. He placed it on the table, then turned around

into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge

by a man, a fork thrust into her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance

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he picked up. When

finish eating. I’ll

the trash, he left for

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