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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

was just sick, and it might… it might take

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the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric

that it made her squint

over and smatched the

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his dangerous gaze fixed on her. The next moment, it seemed as if he could explode with anger at any time.

down Eileen’s face. I just want to case the pain

a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a madwoman right now? I assure

but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to get

sentence. It was as if it was spoken to his past

sank

to vent were still there. In the same

while. Eileen realized that she had become

was cull holding the blood-dripping scissors

just Eileen who had gone mad.

superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no

“Feeling better now?”

to excessive blood loss, her face was visibly

hair behind her ear. Tll make breakfast for you. What would

“Just leave.”

dish Eric could make was just pasta.

calm, as if nothing

beef macaroni soup. He placed it on the table, then turned around

Some of the soup trickled down the

shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance from me, and I won’t be reminded of the pain, let alone harm myself. Please go! I’m begging you!”

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cleaned up. His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked up at her, Eileen instinctively stepped back in fear, as if

eating.

pushed his bowl toward her. After sweeping up the trash, he left for the

the early

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