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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

him that she was just sick, and it might… it might take a very long

are you doing?”

living room. The

light was so intense that it made her squint

over and smatched the scissors from her

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looked at him with a very faint gaze. This time, he saw both

as if he could explode with anger at any time.

just want to case the pain

night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out

exactly what I’m doing, but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to get better on my own.

as if it

heart sank at

vent were still there. In the

a long while. Eileen realized that she had become

holding the blood-dripping scissors in her hand.

it was not just Eileen who had

first treated Eileen’s wound, which was quite superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no need for a tetanus

“Feeling better now?”

her face was visibly pale. She hung her

hair behind her ear. Tll make

“Just leave.”

then.” The best dish Eric could make

as

the table, then turned around

scooped up some pasta into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge of the bowl, spilling onto

the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance from me, and I won’t be reminded of the pain, let alone

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angry. Instead, he patiently cleaned up. His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked up at her, Eileen instinctively stepped back in fear, as if Eric would do

you finish eating. I’ll

his bowl toward her. After sweeping up the trash, he left for the

o’clock in the

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