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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

to tell him that she was just sick, and it might… it might take a very long time for her to

are you doing?”

echoed in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric turned on the light.

that it made her squint her eyes.

the scissors

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at him with a very faint gaze. This time, he saw both

his dangerous gaze fixed on her. The next moment, it seemed as if he could explode with anger at any time. Do you really want to

tears trickled down Eileen’s face. I just want to case the pain here,” she said, pointing

what to do anymore! Eric! I’ve always been diligent about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a

exactly what I’m doing, but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I

as if it was spoken to his

sank at that.

pulled into an embrace. The emotions she had nowhere to vent were still there.

long while. Eileen realized that she

holding the blood-dripping scissors in her hand.

just Eileen who

was quite superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no need

“Feeling better now?”

was soaked in blood. Due to excessive blood loss, her face was visibly pale. She hung

Tll make breakfast for you.

“Just leave.”

then.” The best dish Eric could make

also very calm, as

table, then

her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge of the bowl, spilling onto the table. “Come and eat, he said.

she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this?

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His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he

finish eating. I’ll leave

sweeping up the trash, he left for

o’clock in the early morning

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