Chapter 243 Help Me Find The Best Psychiatrist

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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

tell him that she was just sick, and it might… it might take a very long time for her to slowly heal herself.

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echoed in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric

that

the scissors from her hand.

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faint gaze. This time, he saw both worry and anger in Eric’s

his dangerous gaze fixed on her. The next moment, it seemed as if he could explode with anger at any

tears trickled down Eileen’s face. I just want to

always been diligent about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a madwoman

I know exactly what I’m doing, but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I

it was

heart sank at that.

The emotions she had nowhere to vent were still there. In the same position as before, she

after a long while. Eileen realized that she had become

was cull holding the blood-dripping scissors in

was not just Eileen who had gone

was quite superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was

“Feeling better now?”

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hair behind her ear. Tll make breakfast for you. What would you like to eat?”

“Just leave.”

best dish Eric could make was just

calm, as

it on the table, then turned around to fetch a sinaller bowl. It was for

scooped up some pasta into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge of the bowl, spilling onto the table. “Come and eat, he

stepping onto the staircase retracted. She was quickly pulled back into place by a man, a fork thrust into her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s

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Instead, he patiently cleaned up. His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked

finish eating. I’ll leave

up the trash, he left for the doorway and lit up

the

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