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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

just sick, and it might… it might take a very long

you

echoed in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric

light was so intense that it

smatched the scissors

243 Help Me Find The Best Psychiatrist

faint gaze. This time, he saw both worry and

her hand, his dangerous gaze fixed on her. The next moment, it seemed as if

face. I just want to case the pain here,” she said, pointing to her heart

about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my

know exactly what I’m doing, but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m

It was as if it was

sank

was pulled into an embrace. The emotions she had nowhere to vent were still there. In the same position as before, she bit down on

while. Eileen realized that she had become

was cull holding the blood-dripping

was not just Eileen

quite superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no need for a

“Feeling better now?”

was visibly pale. She

hair behind her ear. Tll make

“Just leave.”

The best dish Eric

very calm, as if nothing had

on the table,

scooped up some pasta into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge of the bowl, spilling onto the table. “Come and

of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance from me, and

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cleaned up. His hand was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked

you finish eating.

sweeping up the trash, he left for the doorway

o’clock in the early

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