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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

longed to tell him that she was just sick, and it might… it might take a very long time for her to slowly heal herself.

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in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric turned on the light.

intense that it made her squint

the scissors from her hand.

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a very faint gaze. This time, he saw

moment, it seemed as if he could explode with anger at any time. Do you really

just want to

know what to do anymore! Eric! I’ve always been diligent about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a madwoman right now? I

but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to get better on my own.

It was as if it was spoken to his past

sank at that.

into an embrace. The emotions she had nowhere to vent were still there. In the same position as before, she bit down on his shoulder.

after a long while. Eileen realized that she had

was cull holding the blood-dripping scissors

seemed like it was not just Eileen who had gone mad.

superficial. Given that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was no need for a tetanus shot

“Feeling better now?”

dress was soaked in blood. Due to excessive blood loss, her face was visibly pale. She hung

Tll make breakfast for

“Just leave.”

then.” The best dish Eric

also very calm, as if nothing

beef macaroni soup. He placed it on the table, then turned around to fetch

some pasta into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down the edge of the bowl, spilling onto the table.

her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your distance from me, and I won’t be reminded

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shards he picked up. When he looked up

eating. I’ll

her. After sweeping up the trash, he left for the doorway and lit

in the early morning

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