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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

He said, “She’s gone mad.”

In reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she was doing

was just sick, and it might… it might take a

are you

cold voice echoed in the unlit living room. The next moment, Eric

intense that it made her

and smatched the scissors from her hand.

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with a very faint gaze. This time, he saw both worry

on her. The next moment, it seemed as if

want to case the pain here,” she said,

don’t know what to do anymore! Eric! I’ve always been diligent about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do I look like a madwoman

but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to get better

as if it was

sank

had nowhere to vent were still there. In the same position as before, she

long while. Eileen realized that she

holding the blood-dripping

seemed like it was not just Eileen

that the scissors were sterilized daily. there was

“Feeling better now?”

soaked in blood. Due to excessive blood loss, her face was

ear. Tll make breakfast for

“Just leave.”

The best dish Eric

very calm, as if nothing had ever

of beef macaroni soup. He placed it on the table, then turned

the soup trickled

place by a man, a fork thrust into her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled all over the floor. “Can’t you see? It’s because of you that I’ve become like this? Just keep your

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was cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked up at her, Eileen instinctively stepped back in fear, as if Eric would do

you finish eating. I’ll leave

sweeping up the trash, he left for the doorway and lit up a cigarette.

in the

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