Reclaiming My Broken Luna by Selene Souchon

Chapter 1: Pregnant

Astrid's POV

My husband and mate Killian, who is also the Alpha of the Silvermoon Pack, left the assembly and went somewhere with his ex-girlfriend leaving me behind.

As the Pack's Luna, I dutifully prepared for our annual pack assembly, but he nearly ruined it because he couldn't wait to spend time alone with Giselle.

Giselle was Killian's ex-girlfriend. She was his one true love, a woman who is better in many ways than me. Giselle and Killian were in love with each other. Even after Killian found out that we were mates and marked me as his mate and Luna, Killian only had Giselle in his heart.

As his mate, it kills me to know that my mate who is supposed to love and cherish me is in love with someone else. Killian had always reminded me that he felt nothing for me.

In the years that we were married, he treated me as nothing more than his mere subordinate.

Aside from being a Luna, I am also Killian's right-hand man in the military. I am in charge of the Pack training and I always work alongside Killian like I was his secretary.

With my fighting skills and abilities, no one in this Pack can take me down in a fight. With this, I earned my position in the military. It is also one of the reasons why Killian's father was so happy to find out that I was his son's mate.

If it wasn't for Killian's father, Killian would have rejected me as his mate. I would have lived miserably, watching Killian being happy with someone else and forming his own family.

I know that Killian never wanted me as a mate. I know that I do not have a place in his heart. I thought everything would be fine as long as I fulfilled my duties as his Luna and right-hand man, but things only got worse ever since Giselle came back.

Two months ago, Giselle came back out of nowhere. Ever since then, Killian had become more cold and indifferent towards me. He also started to neglect his duties because of her which added to my workload.

This cannot continue any longer especially now that I'm pregnant. With what has been happening recently, I know I can't keep this a secret any longer.

My palms grew clammy as I approached Killian's office. I hadn't seen him the whole night and searching his office was the first thing that I could think of.

Doubts and insecurities filled my mind as I went nearer and nearer to my destination. I couldn't get off my mind that Killian and Giselle had been spending time together for a long time.

Laughter entered my ears when I finally reached Killian's office in the distance. My brows wrinkled in confusion when I realized that the laughs were coming from his office.

I stared at Killian's office in silence. Its light poured out of the windows, but I could only see their shadows inside because of the translucent blinds that were blocking my view.

hesitant steps to get closer. I thought they would

Killian, I have never heard him laugh so sweetly as he

inside my chest because Giselle could easily make Killian laugh while I couldn't even bring a smile to his

knew that he loved Giselle. With that knowledge,

to know this, and it hurts even more because there's no way for me to change it. I've never held a special spot in Killian's heart, but he's the only one

for him. If only I wasn't his mate, he wouldn't be forced to have me out of his

I leaned into the door hoping to hear a glimpse of the conversation that

right to go inside and find out what my mate is talking about with

curious and my insecurities got the best

down, I knew I had to go in there and know what

been obvious ever since she came back. As

I tell you to always knock? How many times do I have to tell you that you are only allowed to enter if I tell you to enter?!" Killian yelled at me angrily after I caught him sitting close to Giselle. I gripped the hem of my oversized shirt

looked so relaxed and comfortable

been that close to him. He had always been so formal

She doesn't

too much skin exposed. Anyone would think that

silk nightgown with

I stared at her perfect body. Her skin is clear and radiant with a flawless complexion. Just by looking at her skin, you could say it is soft

my jaw as I compared her body

had to train every day under the sun this left me with tan and dry skin, unlike Giselle's smooth porcelain skin. I also have some scars on my body as a result of the fights that I had. Aside

Although I am also a woman, I do not act like one. I even had to pretend to act ladylike when I was in public, but that comes naturally for

longer wonder why Killian doesn't like me and why it was hard

as they finally separated from each other. Giselle starts to wear her clothes and

out of my reverie. I came here because I wanted to say that I'm pregnant, but

something

report? Did you interrupt us for a useless report? Couldn't

receiving his furious response. "This is urgent," I lied with a

must be something important. I'm going to leave," Giselle spoke softly as she stood up

an unofficial member of the pack, this is a private

tray of food that they had together for dinner with her and purposely knocked over me making her drop to the floor. In her fall, she dropped the tray that she was holding, sending the dishes flying. Broken shards splattered across the room upon her fall. I winced