Reclaiming My Broken Luna by Selene Souchon

Chapter 144: Backstabber

Astrid's POV

I grunted at the pounding headache that had overtaken my body. I can barely see straight-everything is blurry, and I feel so disoriented like I was drugged. However, I haven't eaten or drank anything this morning. It's impossible that I was poisoned.

What's happening to me is strange but also familiar. This was the same thing that happened to me the last time that I lost control of myself and attacked Asha. First, there was that pounding headache, and then once the pain was gone... I suddenly lost control of my body.

I pressed my palms firmly against my temples as if I could somehow squeeze the pain out. But it's no use. The throbbing only intensifies.

It feels like my brain is being squeezed in a vice-like grip. The pain is excruciating, radiating from the center of my skull down to my neck and shoulders.

Still, I tried my best to fight through the pain and keep my eyes open. I can't let what happened last time happen again.

I'm afraid that if I allowed my wolf to take control over my body again, worse things would happen this time.

My vision swirled. Shapes and colors were merged together in a dizzying kaleidoscope. I try to blink away the haze, but it only seems to get worse.

The more that I lose my vision, the clearer that silver wolf becomes in my head.

I've already experienced this last time. Little by little, I'm losing all my senses. Once my vision is gone, I'm afraid it would be easy for that wolf to take over. "What are you doing?" I asked the wolf weakly.

She was just staring at me with a cold gaze, not answering.

like I'm going to be sick. Disoriented, I held

my lips as the pain slowly subsided,

retain my sense of hearing, but now, I am

own body. Without

as I tried to connect with my wolf, Lyra, hoping that she would be here to help me this

help me, and now she's nowhere to be found either. My connection with her had turned faint. It's like only a single thread is what's

wave of

me. I strained to flex

but nothing Kappened. Dread consumed me as contemplated the possibility that

stuck this

in my own form, powerless to escape, I was given hope when I began to hear words

a breath of air. The more I fought

is all my fault. I am the reason why you are

pain as he spoke. For

tumbled out in a rush. "For everything I've done to you - the neglect, the

blinked away tears when I finally realized

a selfish,

and have no one

the reason why you've become like this. I have caused you nothing but pain. In the end, all

my chin up as I gradually gained the most control of my body. My sense of touch and my vision, all of my senses, had finally come back, and was starting to get

myself again.