Reclaiming My Broken Luna by Selene Souchon

Chapter 264: Burning Desire

Killian's POV

I sat at my desk, staring at the reports scattered before me, but the words might as well have been written in another language. No matter how many times I read the same line, the numbers didn't make sense, the words refused to stick.

I'd been at this for hours, trying to focus on pack matters-on the budgets, the patrol schedules, and the ongoing negotiations. All things that needed my attention, things I should care about. But no matter how hard I tried, my mind kept slipping.

Back to that night.

The night when everything had almost changed between Astrid and me.

I closed my eyes, the memory washing over me like a wave. I could still see her so clearly. The way her eyes softened, the flicker of something vulnerable and dangerous in her gaze.

The way her breath caught in her throat when our lips had come so close to touching. Too close. That

look in her eyes had shattered something inside me, and yet... I had still pulled away.

I could still feel the heat of her body pressed against mine, the moment when temptation had nearly swallowed me whole. I hadn't planned on anything happening that night.

Hell, I'd just gone to her room to update her on the latest discussion I'd had with Damien. It was supposed to be business, pure and simple.

But the air between us had shifted, the boundaries we'd always tried to hold onto crumbling under the weight of what had always been there.

Since that night, my wolf had been restless, growling at me, gnawing at the edges of my mind.

Every night, he bothered me, clawing at my thoughts, demanding that I go to her.

to force myself not to give in to what I so desperately wanted. To stay away from her. To

wasn't sure how much longer

don't even share the same room. We never have. Even after we

asked or seemed to care. We were married for one reason and one reason only: Ryker. Our son. The only thing that keeps us tethered

had sacrificed for me, even though she stood by my side, I never felt the pull toward her. I never

She

one that never went out, no matter how

I'd see her, all I could think about was the night

way she looked at me after I pulled away. Her disappointment still haunted me.

in her eyes-it was all

to know. But I couldn't let it happen.

clenched my fists, my knuckles whitening as I stared blankly at

my thoughts, like it always did when I thought about her. I knew I had

I hated myself for it. But if I had the chance again... I'd still

not just about her. It's about everything else. The promises I made. The

to Giselle, a promise that I would forget Astrid. That I would try to love Giselle as my wife, for

a family. I have responsibilities. And no matter how fractured things have always been between Giselle and me, I can't abandon that. I won't break my

I thought those words, I felt the pull toward Astrid. It wasn't just desire. It was something deeper, something more dangerous. It is the kind of

now. It must have been there years ago, but

never give her the life she deserved. And I sure as hell

The guilt was like a

enough to change my mind. Astrid deserved more than this

would honor his promises, even if the marriage to

ran a hand through my hair, trying to shake

way she'd looked at me