Reclaiming My Broken Luna by Selene Souchon

Chapter 433: Desperation and Decisions

Killian's POV

The omega's words rang in my ears like a warning bell.

"Alpha! Alpha! It's Ryker! He's awake and looking for you. He won't calm down!"

My entire body locked up.

Ryker had always been tormented with nightmares ever since Elara was

kidnapped. He often woke up in the middle of the night, demanding to see us and he would always look so terrified.

I stood at the Packhouse entrance, my wolf raging to break free, my warriors prepared to track Astrid before she got too far.

Every instinct inside me screamed at me to run, to chase her down, to drag her back before she made the biggest mistake of her life.

But my son needed me.

For a single, agonizing moment, I hesitated.

Then I turned on my heel and strode toward the infirmary, my boots pounding against the floor, my fists clenched so tightly my nails cut into my palms.

My lungs burned with restrained fury, my thoughts a storm of frustration and helplessness.

First Astrid. Now Ryker. I was losing control of everything.

When I entered the room, I barely had time to brace myself before Ryker's panicked voice shattered the air.

"Where's Mom?! Where is she?!"

His small frame trembled violently beneath the thick blankets, his bandaged head slick with sweat.

He tried to push himself up, but the doctor rushed forward, gently pressing him back down.

His breathing was erratic, his chest rising and falling too fast.

The moment his frantic gaze landed on me, something inside me broke.

I had seen my son hurt before. I had seen him fall, scrape his knees, even break

a bone during training.

But I had never seen him like this.

this level of pure,

took a step closer, but he shook

is she?!" he

forcing my voice to remain steady. "Ryker...

flicker of something in my eyes that I

And he knew.

His hands clenched the sheets so tightly his

And then, he broke.

“No, she—she wouldn't

clenched my jaw, stepping toward him.

let her go?!" His voice cracked,

against the mattress. "You promised!

shaky breath, kneeling beside him, my hands gripping his

His voice dropped into something

she?" His throat bobbed, his next words

left because I wasn't strong enough to

I inhaled sharply.

My chest ached.

I said firmly, my

not your fault."

him to hear

is

weakly pushed against me, his

she-she's going to trade herself, isn't she?" His voice cracked again. "For Elara.

burn of emotion rising in my own chest. I

been too smart.

him he was

him into my arms, feeling how small, how fragile he

And I hated this.

world-**was crumbling right in front of me, slipping through

been the one," Ryker whispered. "I

His words gutted me.

my

you're scared," I murmured. "I know you

tiny fingers curled

face, forcing him to look at me,

truth in my eyes.

her back," I

pleading for something,