Rejected, And Became A Heiress

Chapter 0153

Chapter 153

That doesn't work on Colin, not right now.

"There's lots to talk about," he says.

He's not letting me out of this conversation so easily, especially not when it's so clearly bothering me.

"Alaric wants to pursue you, but now you also have the eye of a second chance mate," Colin says. He glances at me. "How does that make you feel?"

"Overwhelmed, to be honest." And, okay, maybe I do need to talk about it. I didn't want to at first, but now that the floodgates are open, all my thoughts and feelings come pouring out. "Alaric, I don't know if I can trust him not to hurt me again, but I at least know him. Noel... he's a stranger.

"He comes out of nowhere, a wanderer like Landon, and then claims to be mated to me? I don't know anything about him. None of us really do."

"Landon does," Colin says. "You should speak to him. Perhaps he could give you more information on Noel. Though, if he thought Noel was a terrible man, he wouldn't be friends with him. If he thought Noel would be a terrible partner for you, he would have stepped in and halted everything that went on. He didn't."

"I don't know..."

Colin says again. "Only decide

and emotions aren't very practical things. Even if I wanted to consider

Lucy would know what to do. She was often my moral compass in times like these; she always seemed to understand what I truly wanted more than

doubt him?" Colin asks,

not out of the question. Taboo or not, I am now in a

making

and I hate it. I had loved Alaric fiercely in the past, and was so incredibly dedicated. I will never forget the tear of the bond as he rejected me. That pain could have killed me, I felt it run so

whole body still longed for my

void? And what if he did

for Alaric is electric. Every time we are together, still feel the pull, even without Lucy's presence to help feel the remnants of our

we've ever really

Consistently, we have

so bad to try to open myself up to another? What if, in turning him