Rewriting My Heart's Fate

When I was 18, I thought a confession like this was a show of bravery. That was what youth was all about. But now, I just wanted to slap myself in the face.

What bravery? What youth? Was I insane? Thankfully, I hadn't confessed yet just then. There was still a chance to take it back.

It didn't matter what had happened. Since I was given another chance, I wouldn't bother with Ethan any longer. I wasn't going to repeat the tragedy of my past life.

I inhaled deeply and put the mouthpiece up to my mouth. Earnestly, I swore, "Indeed, Grayson. I have reflected on my ways. I apologize for any inconvenience I have caused you!

"Please don't worry. I have made amends. There is no more puppy love within my heart. Only our studies and dreams remain."

Ethan was silent. He was clearly stunned. Shock was written all over his face. I turned to run off stage quickly. The crowd was stunned too.

"Evelyn's giving up on Ethan?"

"She's giving up? Ethan's turned down so many other girls. Only Evelyn wouldn't back down. She's still so passionate even after getting rejected so many times. She even made a bet with someone last month that she'd get into St. Nicholas University together with Ethan." "She must've bit off more than she could chew. She's giving up because she wants to save face, isn't she?"

"Ethan must be over the moon. He's finally rid of that pest."

Amongst all the chatter, the youngster watched as that figure ran off. His gaze was even colder. There wasn't even a hint of joy.

I ran back to the classroom. My heart was beating nonstop. I saw my face in the small mirror on my desk.

Though I was young at 25 years old, I had already lost the glint in my eye after three years of struggle after marriage and family matters.

My complexion was already pale due to not getting enough sleep often. Only foundation could cover up the thick dark circles around my eyes.

Yet, in the mirror was a young lady with fair skin. She had pearly teeth and luscious lips. She looked healthy and beautiful. Youthful energy radiated all over her body.

This 18-year-old me was the true me! It was then that I felt joy pool up within me. I was truly reborn.

going to look at you regardless

childhood sweetheart

to my senses and saw some girls crowding around Leah. She seemed to look down

had spoken earlier. "Thanks for the

did all sorts of things to get on my nerves

our broken marriage. I did not like her. But now, I had

to Leah, "The college entrance exams are in three months. I

to get into St. Nicholas University

she knew just how to send people off the edge. Just

that. The nerve of her to mess with someone else's relationship! To think she'd

even get into St. Anderson University, not to

can't wait

life, I would've gotten upset over these words. I would've kept silent in fear of Ethan thinking

playing

What is the meaning of this?"

I shrugged and said, "I'm just earnestly wishing Leah and Ethan

together anyway, so I might as

them was Ethan himself. Their expressions were weird. Clearly, they

blushed slightly and said, "Ethan, Evelyn's

cold gaze turned to me. I could tell he was unhappy. But so what? I didn't care. We met eyes for a moment, and I went back to

silent and dispersed. Then, Ethan walked over slowly. His

I grasped my pen tightly. I was still

I wanted to get closer to him by asking for his help with my studies. Though

In hindsight, Ethan must've been fed up with my pestering. He must've answered me because he had no

deeply and forced myself to