Save Myself from Desperation by Cara Agnes

Chapter 90

Finally, Ash was about to reveal himself! The netizens had been looking forward for a long time.

The live stream’s comments explode enthusiastically, filled with mentions of Ash’s name.

It was crazy, like a top celebrity in the entertainment industry had arrived.

Glancing at the script in hand, the host followed the planned schedule of the show. Ashley and Bryce were asked to head backstage, leaving Matthew and Jessica on stage.

Bryce’s fans were displeased upon seeing this.

[Hey! What are you guys doing? Why on earth is Bryce leaving the stage. when Ash is about to appear? Ridiculous!]

[And why is Ashley leaving as well?]

[Damn it, they’re not even giving them a chance to be seen!]

On the other hand, Matthew’s supporters were mocking this turn of

events.

[Isn’t it obvious? Matthew is Ash’s student. Of course, they would keep Matthew on stage.]

[Just save it, you guys. Ashley has nothing to do with Ash. What will she do if they keep her on stage?]

[Oh my, I can’t stop laughing! Well done to the show’s team for getting rid of the irrelevant early. Can’t wait for Matthew and Ash to recognize each other!]

Although Ash had previously written songs for Bryce and not for Matthew, Matthew’s fans firmly believed it was just a coincidence.

They were convinced that once Matthew and Ash recognized each other, Ash would take care of Matthew as he always did, treating him as his closest student.

Matthew became extremely nervous on stage when he heard that Ash was about to appear.

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In fact, he had searched for Ash backstage before the show started but couldn’t find him. Matthew still wondered what Ash looked like…

Seeing Ashley being escorted off the stage, Jessica couldn’t hide her smug satisfaction.

Matthew was about to meet Ash, and Jessica would also be honored as Matthew’s sister. Perhaps she would become famous after this show.

As for Ashley, she could go wherever she wanted. Jessica didn’t bother

anymore.

moment, only Matthew and Jessica remained on the

guests.

leave the stage was the director’s decision, not mine. I’m just following the

mood, the host turned to Matthew and asked, “Matthew, we all know you are Ash’s only student, and you’re about to meet Ash in person. What are you feeling right now?”

around the mic. “To be honest, I’m

with us why Ash chose to be your teacher?”

expression turned wistful for a moment, ast if he were

hold Matthew’s wrist,

wanted to play the role

slowly emerged from those dark memories, facing his past with. a

age. The first

earned me countless fans. After that, I went on to write several popular songs and won several

it started, and I hit a block. I couldn’t find inspiration, nor could I write

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criticized or

to write great songs again, but the more they expected,

arrogant a person is, the harder it

like

time, I fell into deep self-doubt. I struggled to write, never satisfied with my work, growing more and more disgusted with myself. From a rising star to a mired mess, I locked myself away, too scared to face the

already in tears at this, sobbing uncontrollably.

all too familiar with those hopeless days, waking up every day worrying they might hear news of Matthew

did they know, their idol had been struggling so deeply with mental issues that he

glanced at Jessica beside him, smiling with relief, “Back then, Jessica also supported me. Although she doesn’t

I remember. I was worried about your

the lyric you wrote for me was

name signified that he was still the brightest star in

apologizing with a smile,

didn’t dwell on this incident and turned back to the camera. “The person I’m most grateful for is

my darkest and most desolate moments, when I thought of ending my life, it was Ash who found me online and offered to take me as his student.

it might be a scam. Only later did I

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truly wanted to take me as a student

me out. Ash was like a long-time friend, using methods that suited me best to help met find inspiration and create new

knows what happened next. The

Male Singer Award for me and

but express admiration. “I had. no idea Ash had this side to

brimming with

say that Ash helped me out of the darkness and rest confidence. Without Ash, I might still be stuck in the mire or pe have succumbed to the

emphatically, “It was Ash who gave me a second chance at

everyone in

the stage quickly! Let Matthew meet