Save Myself from Desperation by Cara Agnes

Chapter 90

Finally, Ash was about to reveal himself! The netizens had been looking forward for a long time.

The live stream’s comments explode enthusiastically, filled with mentions of Ash’s name.

It was crazy, like a top celebrity in the entertainment industry had arrived.

Glancing at the script in hand, the host followed the planned schedule of the show. Ashley and Bryce were asked to head backstage, leaving Matthew and Jessica on stage.

Bryce’s fans were displeased upon seeing this.

[Hey! What are you guys doing? Why on earth is Bryce leaving the stage. when Ash is about to appear? Ridiculous!]

[And why is Ashley leaving as well?]

[Damn it, they’re not even giving them a chance to be seen!]

On the other hand, Matthew’s supporters were mocking this turn of

events.

[Isn’t it obvious? Matthew is Ash’s student. Of course, they would keep Matthew on stage.]

[Just save it, you guys. Ashley has nothing to do with Ash. What will she do if they keep her on stage?]

[Oh my, I can’t stop laughing! Well done to the show’s team for getting rid of the irrelevant early. Can’t wait for Matthew and Ash to recognize each other!]

Although Ash had previously written songs for Bryce and not for Matthew, Matthew’s fans firmly believed it was just a coincidence.

They were convinced that once Matthew and Ash recognized each other, Ash would take care of Matthew as he always did, treating him as his closest student.

Matthew became extremely nervous on stage when he heard that Ash was about to appear.

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In fact, he had searched for Ash backstage before the show started but couldn’t find him. Matthew still wondered what Ash looked like…

Seeing Ashley being escorted off the stage, Jessica couldn’t hide her smug satisfaction.

Matthew was about to meet Ash, and Jessica would also be honored as Matthew’s sister. Perhaps she would become famous after this show.

As for Ashley, she could go wherever she wanted. Jessica didn’t bother

anymore.

moment, only Matthew and Jessica remained on the stage

guests.

made a few jokes. “Asking Ashley and Bryce to leave the stage was the director’s decision, not mine. I’m just following the show’s script, so if

turned to Matthew and asked, “Matthew, we all know you are Ash’s only student, and you’re about to meet Ash in person. What are you

“To be honest, I’m both nervous

with us why Ash chose to be

turned wistful for a moment, ast if

silently to hold Matthew’s wrist, offering him support.

play

those dark memories, facing his

young age. The first song I wrote when

and earned me countless fans. After that, I went on to write several popular

a block. I couldn’t find inspiration, nor could I write good songs. The

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criticized or ridiculed.

expecting me to write great songs again, but the more they expected, the greater the

the harder it

smile, “I was like

into deep self-doubt. I struggled to write, never satisfied with my work, growing more and more disgusted with myself. From a rising star to a mired mess, I locked myself away, too scared to face the world, even battling depression and thoughts of ending it

were already in tears at

too familiar with those hopeless days, waking up every day worrying they might hear news of Matthew leaving the

had been struggling so deeply with mental issues that he had once

“Back then, Jessica also supported me. Although she doesn’t compose music, she wrote lyrics for me. Jessica, do you remember?”

I remember. I was worried about

wrote for me was “The Brightest Star.”

name signified that he was still the brightest star in the

and quickly covered her mouth, apologizing with a smile, “Sorry, Matthew, I got nervous and remembered it

this incident and turned back to the camera. “The person I’m most grateful

ending my life, it was Ash who found me online and offered

it might be a scam. Only later

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wanted to take me as a student and teach

never harsh on me. Nor did he burden me with high expectations that might have stressed me out. Ash was like a long-time friend, using methods that suited me best to help met find inspiration

The album

me and became the best-selling album

“I had. no

brimming

that Ash helped me out of the darkness and rest confidence. Without Ash, I

“It was Ash who gave me a second chance at glory and

moved everyone in the

Ash come to the stage quickly! Let Matthew meet