Chapter 42

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The clock ticked endlessly, and I regretted not getting a digital one.

Her eyes had been so bright when she saw it in the pile of old junk my father had given to me as ‘Heirlooms. Even if it was broken, she saw the spark it still held.

So I fixed it and put it on the wall.

And she smiled.

But now, it felt like a curse.

I stared up at the ceiling, exhaustion in every inch of my weary body as I listened to the ticking of that clock. Every second felt like days, and every hour felt like years.

I’d been so drunk, and I felt every bit of it as I woke up. I deserved to feel awful. And I had all day.

Her eyes swam with tears as she declared she was leaving. I always hated her tears. They were too raw, too honest, and heartbreaking.

Every tick of the clock was the sound of her slamming the door behind her, the rattling of the walls, and the sound of her footsteps racing down the hall and further away from me.

Now, that was all I could hear. Our fight was on repeat throughout the night as my mind refused to drift away into the sleep I desperately needed.

No, I had to relive the sound of her breaking heart over and over, my cold and cruel voice replaying in my head as I pushed her away.

The sound of silence she left behind and that damn stupid clock. It was all becoming too much, too loud.

I’m a f*cking idiot. I threw my arm over my face.

Why didn’t I chase after her? Why didn’t I beg her to stay and apologize until my voice was hoarse?

Why did I have to ruin every good thing I had for myself? Why did I always have to get in my own way?

The sound of knocking on the bedroom door brought me out of my self-pity party, and I glanced at it, seeing the shadow move under the door.

your lunch, Damon. Not good for you,” Mrs. Rivas sighed on the other side of the door, her footsteps loud. and heavy as she set down a plate. “You better eat your dinner, or I’ll drag

was gone. The smell of food traveled under the door, but I wasn’t in any mood

the call button one last time. It rang and rang and rang, but no one

have reached Adelaide Hilde-” the voice messenge started

a single call back. I

had to

groaned, throwing away my phone as I covered my face with my

to fix it. But just as I had settled myself into

into my chest for

sound of her voice. Anything

no.” Lacey replied, confused. “It’s

“Oh.”

depression crushing me into the sheets as I bit out, “What is

you two have a fight or something?” Lacey asked with concern in her voice. “Cause

able to think of what

“I messed up.”

sugarcoat it to protect the last bits of

was entirely

phone. “Well. I just wanted to ask if we should go to the bridal shower

as fast as it

tone. “Kathy’s her manager, remember? That woman’s been inviting

not.” I bit

least make sure Adelaide charges

I perked up

but then paused. “Didn’t you know that? You two aren’t divorcing, are you? Cause if

to the clock still ticking away on the wall. Her giggles as we hung it up together

had never lasted this long. It was unsafe for her to be out

wounded pride fractured like glass as I jumped to my feet. Before my mistakes and fragile

always come

didn’t care as I raced to the bathroom, doing my best to neaten my exhausted appearance. I looked like a right mess, unshaven

her, feeling her safe and warm. in my arms. One night

murmured to myself

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