Chapter 57

Usually, when I woke up I was being held in the arms of my husband. I would be wrapped up and warm in his embrace but here I was alone, without his warmth. That was the first sign that I knew that last night was not just going to be forgotten.

We had not said a word to each other the entire way home. And when we got to our room we didn’t even speak. I got ready for bed and he excused himself saying that he had work that he needed to attend to.

I wanted to follow after him and clean up the mess I had made but I knew that he wanted space right then. He was mad and when Damon was mad he needed to be left alone to breathe, I was the last person he wanted to be conversing with

When I woke up I had been planning to speak to him. I planned an apology and everything but he wasn’t there. I went downstairs and found him gone.

It was bad this time. I tried texting and calling but his phone was going unanswered. He was really mad and for the first time, I was worried about what this could do to our marriage.

I knew that we were solid and nothing would break us so easily but this was something else entirely. It had never gotten to the point where we were ignoring each other.

And now I was on a plane headed to Vancouver to view a site for the next 48 hours. I hadn’t even spoken to my husband before I left.

Me: Baby, I know you’re mad and I messed up. I’m so sorry and I promise when I get back I will make it up to you.

Me: I’m boarding the plane now. I’ll see you in three days. I love you.

Me: Baby, please talk to me. Let me know you’re okay at least. Have you eaten? Will you be at home? Did you go back to Vegas?

All those texts went unanswered.

I had given up hope when I felt my phone buzz in my pocket right before taking off and when I looked down I saw his name and a message under it. But all hopes of it being some kind of reconciliation message were thwarted when I just read two

words.

Damon: I’m fine.

calls and texts he just sent me two words that might as well have been a knife being sliced right into my

one to hold back. I had been the one to say that

that he was up for it and now that we were in the hard part

more so the anger that simmered lowly in the depths of your belly. It was the kind of anger that if not fully allowed

be put

have both. So

your captain speaking. Please fasten your seatbelts as we are getting ready for take-off.” The little bell in the plane dinged.

and

heavy heart in my chest and tears pricking my eyes, I knew that the next three days were going to be a bag of

a good face in front of Steve and Marcus. I was deep into this project now

announced the cast yesterday and the entire internet was a buzz. I had friends and

that I wanted to tell everything to and now

read that he had traveled to Vegas to think, away from LA, and that he would

exact words written

Dear Adie,

been weird between us but I just want you to know that I still love you and that will never change. But I need some time to think some things

All my love.

Damon.

how long I sat and cried on the couch reading his words over and over again. Each time I read the note the pain only increased and increased I didn’t know how long he was going to be gone

mind. I remember I fell asleep on the couch that night hugging

back from texting him like I wanted to. I was trying to respect the fact that he had requested space but that space was killing me. So, I decided to find my

and I knew that if he went to Vegas then

talk

Me: Hey Lacey

I have a feeling

fact that he had chosen to speak to her

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