Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

He drives for a good 30 minutes and I look over at him nervously.

"Um, where are we going?"

"Just somewhere to eat, to talk."

Food sounds good, but the last thing I want to do is talk to him.

He parks at a little diner in the middle of nowhere and I can't help but feel a bit off balance for being here alone with him.

The hostess recognizes him right away, smiling a bit sadly at him. "Zaid, it's been a while since we've seen you. Do you want the usual booth?"

Zaid nods, placing his hands in his pockets as he walks behind her to a booth in the corner. We sit and she places the menus in front of us, smiling as she tells us that our waitress will be here in a few.

The diner is big, but still somehow cozy, glowing in warm oranges and pinks. There's a hum of conversation around us, the clatter of dishes and yelling from the kitchen filling the air.

"She knows you," I say as I peruse the menu, trying to start some type of conversation.

"They all do." His voice is gruff and when I lift my head, I catch him looking out the window, his eyes sad, his jaw clenching.

A waitress stops by our table and takes our order, leaving us alone again a few minutes later.

"Tell me about your brother," Zaid looks to me, his face serious. There's no taunt in his voice, no teasing in his eyes. No one has ever asked me that so directly.

My chest rises and falls. "Why?"

He shrugs. "So later, you can ask me about my mother."

Heat spreads through my chest and I see that pain, that vulnerability in the way he sits. His throat constricts as he swallows.

"No one asks me about her. No one wants to talk about her. I feel like I feel like I'm the only one that remembers her."

Tears prick my eyes and I don't try to stop them. I let them roll down my cheeks, I let them drip down my chin and I inhale. "Alex was the golden boy. Of my family. Of our school. Everyone loved him. He was-"

"Who was he to you?"

Shock spreads through my veins and I am left speechless by the kindness of his question. The waitress breaks the moment, setting our food down in front of us. Neither of us pay her much attention, wanting her to leave so we can continue our conversation.

to gain the courage to say what

my best friend. We

even when I take

to say that he knew me better

a part of my soul

move. His eyes just drink me in, they move across my

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anymore. I don't I don't know if capable feeling things anymore. He was so happy all the time, and now I never feel happy. I'm scared I never will again. When we

a cry and I

don't notice Zaid standing from his side of the booth. I just feel him when he sits beside me, wrapping his arm

let him

Zaid, of all people.

hold me and I cry into him long enough for me to regain

feel him press a kiss to my forehead. I pull away and

look up to him, he's studying the bruise on the side of my face.

I appreciate it. He knows what he's doing and I take his offer of help, his offer of distraction. "Yeah, I'm fine. I think I might still be a bit shaken up, but I

slowly slides his arm from my shoulder but he doesn't move back to his seat. "Do you want to

my head, watching him as he pulls his plate

was Will even in there

thinking, still sniffling from

to look at my face head on.

cringe, knowing my mistake.

does she have

shrug. "I guess she got

Zaid inhales slowly. "Why?"

"Becasue of Aiden."

expression darkens and he leans closer to me.

just forget this part

have to

thinking about my

His jaw clenches.

We

we almost kissed?"

She saw us."