Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"Don't say that," He stands, rubbing his hands together to clean them.

I shrug, "My mother thinks differently."

"Don't tell me she blames you?"

"Oh, she does."

"What a cunt."

I snort, having never heard someone use that word in real life. "You nid it, not me."

He smiles, deep lines in his cheeks let me know he's lived a full life, happy one. Fuck. I want that. I want that so bad. What will it take for me to feel alive one more time?

"I thought moving here would mean that I would finally get to live my life, you know?"

He cocks his head, listening.

"I mean how embarrassing is it that I've never been kissed before?"

His eyes widen and his eyes travel down my body once before he lifts them back up to my eyes. The air heats, rising as if he commands it with the intensity from his gaze. I swallow and keep going, ignoring the little voice in my head that tells me I should shut up.

humiliating to not have anything to add to the conversation when all the girls get together to talk." It comes out of me like hot garbage

boyfriend's dick size?" It just keeps coming out

He coughs even louder.

silence, because newsflash, I've never even touched one before!” I'm out of the car and pacing by this point and Jake shuts his

frame of his car as he bites into his knuckles. "You're

through me and I press my palms to my eyes. "Oh fuck, I just word vomited. You can just

his shoulders shaking. "Wouldn't do that

"Really?"

believe you've never been," He stops, his eyes looking down my body again. "Fuck. I can't say this shit to

stomach clenches and I step toward him. He doesn't step away, his eyes locked on mine. "Say

I was your age, I'd

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like a coil, tension between us tight and dense. He's a stranger, someone I would never have to see again. Not at school,

know what it feels like, I want to know why everyone talks about it like it's

to beg,"

and he

whisper, reaching

chance, though. He grabs me first, his hand burying itself

of