Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"Don't say that," He stands, rubbing his hands together to clean them.

I shrug, "My mother thinks differently."

"Don't tell me she blames you?"

"Oh, she does."

"What a cunt."

I snort, having never heard someone use that word in real life. "You nid it, not me."

He smiles, deep lines in his cheeks let me know he's lived a full life, happy one. Fuck. I want that. I want that so bad. What will it take for me to feel alive one more time?

"I thought moving here would mean that I would finally get to live my life, you know?"

He cocks his head, listening.

"I mean how embarrassing is it that I've never been kissed before?"

His eyes widen and his eyes travel down my body once before he lifts them back up to my eyes. The air heats, rising as if he commands it with the intensity from his gaze. I swallow and keep going, ignoring the little voice in my head that tells me I should shut up.

that I haven't run into anyone else who's a virgin, and it's incredibly humiliating to not have anything to add to the conversation when all the girls get together to talk."

know they all sit around and talk about their boyfriend's dick size?" It just keeps coming out of my

He coughs even louder.

newsflash, I've never even touched one before!” I'm out of the car and pacing by

leaning onto the frame of his

me and I press my palms to my eyes. "Oh fuck, I just word vomited. You

laughs this time, his shoulders shaking. "Wouldn't do

"Really?"

can't believe you've never been," He stops, his eyes looking down my body again. "Fuck.

stomach clenches and I step toward him. He doesn't step away, his

say, if I was your age, I'd be begging

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us tight and dense. He's a stranger, someone I would never

Florida. I want to know what it feels like, I want

have to beg," I

widen and he takes a step back.

I whisper, reaching

give me a chance, though. He grabs me first, his hand

the back of