Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"Don't say that," He stands, rubbing his hands together to clean them.

I shrug, "My mother thinks differently."

"Don't tell me she blames you?"

"Oh, she does."

"What a cunt."

I snort, having never heard someone use that word in real life. "You nid it, not me."

He smiles, deep lines in his cheeks let me know he's lived a full life, happy one. Fuck. I want that. I want that so bad. What will it take for me to feel alive one more time?

"I thought moving here would mean that I would finally get to live my life, you know?"

He cocks his head, listening.

"I mean how embarrassing is it that I've never been kissed before?"

His eyes widen and his eyes travel down my body once before he lifts them back up to my eyes. The air heats, rising as if he commands it with the intensity from his gaze. I swallow and keep going, ignoring the little voice in my head that tells me I should shut up.

run into anyone else who's a virgin, and it's incredibly humiliating to not have anything to add to the conversation when all the girls get together to talk." It comes out of me like

around and talk about their boyfriend's dick size?" It just keeps coming out of

He coughs even louder.

even touched one before!” I'm out of the car and pacing by this point and Jake shuts his eyes tight,

from me, leaning onto the frame of his car as he bites into his

surges through me and I press my palms to my eyes. "Oh fuck, I just word vomited. You can just leave me here. Honestly.

this time, his shoulders shaking. "Wouldn't do that to

"Really?"

I can't believe you've never been," He stops, his eyes looking down my body again. "Fuck. I can't say

toward him. He doesn't

"Let's just say, if I was your age, I'd be begging to fuck -" He inhales, steadying himself. "To fuck

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tension between us tight and

feels like, I want to know why everyone

have to

eyes widen and he takes a step

I whisper,

doesn't give me a chance, though. He grabs me

fingers grip the back of my head