Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"Don't say that," He stands, rubbing his hands together to clean them.

I shrug, "My mother thinks differently."

"Don't tell me she blames you?"

"Oh, she does."

"What a cunt."

I snort, having never heard someone use that word in real life. "You nid it, not me."

He smiles, deep lines in his cheeks let me know he's lived a full life, happy one. Fuck. I want that. I want that so bad. What will it take for me to feel alive one more time?

"I thought moving here would mean that I would finally get to live my life, you know?"

He cocks his head, listening.

"I mean how embarrassing is it that I've never been kissed before?"

His eyes widen and his eyes travel down my body once before he lifts them back up to my eyes. The air heats, rising as if he commands it with the intensity from his gaze. I swallow and keep going, ignoring the little voice in my head that tells me I should shut up.

mention that I haven't run into anyone else who's a virgin, and it's incredibly humiliating to not have anything to add to the conversation when all the girls get together to

all sit around and talk about their boyfriend's

He coughs even louder.

newsflash, I've never even touched one before!” I'm out of the car and pacing

frame of his car

just word vomited. You can just leave me here. Honestly. I

this time, his shoulders shaking. "Wouldn't

"Really?"

He stops, his eyes looking down my body again. "Fuck. I can't say this shit

clenches and I step toward him. He doesn't step away, his eyes locked on mine. "Say

I'd be begging to fuck -" He inhales, steadying himself. "To

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us tight and dense. He's a stranger, someone I would never have to

what it feels like, I want to know why everyone talks about it like it's the best

have to beg," I

eyes widen and he takes a step back.

I whisper, reaching

though. He grabs me first, his hand burying

hair. His fingers grip the back of my