Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 18

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Secrets of Us: A Forbidden Love Romance

Chapter 18

I find Nikki at lunch the next day, not having seen Aiden nor Zaid a day yet.

Not that I care. Well, about Aiden a little, but only if he apologizes

me about Sadie.

Zaid, on the other hand? Zaid can go fuck himself.

"I didn't see you in class yesterday, did you go home?" Nikki takes a bite of her pizza, frowning at me.

I nod, pressing my lips together. "Kinda."

She narrows her eyes. "Something's different about you."

I blush, I know I look different because I can feel it. I clench my teeth together and

tell her everything. Every little thing, every little detail.

Well, except for the fact that I am extremely sore and I've felt Jake's phantom cock inside me all night last night and all day today.

I also do not tell her about the fact that I thought about him all night last night and

had to rub myself through a wildly unsatisfactory orgasm.

I tell her about Zaid, except for the conversation about my brother.

I tell her about Will and Sadie.

She leans, her jaw dropping open a bit more as I talk. Her eyes immediately go to the side of my face where I tried to cover my bruise with fuck-ton of make up. I finish, looking at her to see if I've lost my mind.

"Wait, wait, wait," She shakes her head, pressing her fingers to her temples. "We have to like talk about this in chunks because this

is too much."

I chuckle, relieved that she's not judging me just yet.

"First of all, girl! You slept with a random man that picked you up on the side of the road?"

I grimace and nod.

"What the hell were you thinking?"

"I wasn't, really."

happened to you? He could have taken you." She flails her arms, her face turning a

pink.

didn't." It's weird to explain how a stranger can make you feel safe, wanted

"He could've killed you!"

I sigh, chuckling at

"Oh my god, Alina."

was desperate." I don't regret anything, but I can see how it looks

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I'm still a virgin, and yeah it can be embarrassing but you

for something

"Then, what?"

I'm overwhelmed, it's because I don't feel anything half the time." My nostrils flare and I can feel

drop and she nods, telling me she's

just wanted, for once, to feel something again. To laugh. To

like a zombie and I just... I just wanted to feel

guess I

nice."

"You promise?"

"Yes."

"Okay."

follows and she sets her pizza

to get

rid of

any

crumbs.

lips together before she smack them. "So, was

really good. I didn't know it could feel like that. I mean I remember my friends talking about losing their virginity and they all

because he's experienced." She shakes her shoulders and wags

"Exactly."

you don't

is that we agreed to not see each other

a

fine, I get it, as long as you

I don't." She smiles sweetly

"Good."

sit in comfortable silence again, the both of

clapping her hands

talk about the fact that Zaid is in love

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