Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 76

I'll Try

I pull on a warm sweater, running my fingers through the fabric of the sleeves.

1 glance in the mirror, noting my flushed cheeks. I haven't been alone with Aiden since the wedding and I'm beginning to wonder if this is a good idea.

I run my fingers through my hair, making sure to not destroy the curls as much. As I do, I still. Zaid is pulling at me, drawing me in like a magnet with a strength much fiercer than that I realized was possible.

If I keep heading in this direction, I know I'm going to fall for him.

Part of me wants to, but I think I'm selfish. I think I don't want to let go of Aiden. I've lost so much that finding them makes me feel like I can keep going, like I can get better.

Like I can live.

My stomach twists as I head downstairs. The house is quiet because Aiden hasn't come home since that botched up lunch and as soon as step outside; I see Zaid leaning against

his car.

Butterflies fly inside me.

The crisp air bites my cheek with a breeze, but it's not exactly cold.

Zaid looks beautiful, his black jacket unzipped and hands shoved into his pockets. His eyes lift to mine and just like that, it's like the world around us disappears.

He smiles.

It's soft and part of me thinks it's pity from how lunch went. Still, I take it in. When he doesn't look angry, he looks like almost ethereal.

I bite my lip and look away to stop myself from ogling. His dark messy hair has me wondering what he looks like in the morning, which just makes me think about how he is

in bed.

I groan internally.

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"You ready?" he asks.

I nod, wrapping my arms around myself. He opens the passenger door and his gaze remains fixed on me. The terrible thing is that I can feel it. It burns me; it brings me to

life. It excites me.

in and when he sits in the driver's seat;

snap.

can feel his eyes on me every few seconds as he drives.

his touches.

still imagine his voice, the deep moan in

kisses like

inspired between my legs. My

his throat. "What are you

amusement in his voice and I'm immediately embarrassed. "Oh,

a disarming smile. But his eyes drop to

my chest is

look like nothing,"

cross my legs, anything to ease the ache between them. His hand drops

burns. I look down at his hand. His long, thick fingers digging into my thigh. The veins in his hand are like tattoos across his skin, and I wonder how he would

thigh.

I exhale. "You."

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His nostrils flare. "Yes."

"Kissing me."

steering wheel tightens, and I want him to pull the car

my belt and place me on his lap, and devour me

out.

calmly takes his hand off of my thigh

"You're still Aiden's girlfriend."

as ice cold washes over

He swallows.

friends with Aiden

is

but I need it to douse the flames that flicker inside me. I need

to someone

and his jaw clenches.

answer.

you care so much?"

press my lips together, trying to keep my

at all," I whisper, my

see the way his shoulders drop, like he feels