Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 85

Not Complicated

My clit it literally pulsing against the fabric of my thong.

"Asshole," I mumble to myself as I walk down the hallway, no orgasm, no relief.

"He teased you, didn't he?"

I stop mid-step, looking up to find Aiden leaning against the wall with a smirk on his face and his eyebrows lifted like this is a joke.

I don't know how to answer that. Is talking about sexual experiences with different

partners a normal thing? I shrug instead.

'Aiden presses his lips together and makes his way toward me, cupping my cheeks in his

hands. "It's all over your face. You're frustrated."

My heart is hammering in my chest, my insides aching for relief. But I shake my head. "No, I'm fine."

Yeah, right. I'm not fine. I'm hot, furious. I hate how much Zaid gets under my skin. He's

punishing me, even though I don't think I did anything wrong.

I had to talk to Aiden first. He's been my boyfriend.

Well, okay, maybe deciding on a relationship with his brother before even talking to him wasn't my smartest move. Especially because it was Aiden who told him and not me.

I sigh as I walk away to the living room and flop on the couch. Aiden chuckles as he follows me and he leans over, kissing me softly. "I have to get to practice."

I frown. "Practice? While on break?"

He nods, running his hand through his hair. "If the team wants to stay on top of this, we

have to stay in shape."

"Fine," I kiss him softly before watching him walk away.

Now it's just me and this empty house. I don't move from the couch and I try scrolling on

my phone, but my mind keeps circling back to Zaid.

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The way he smirked, then left the room like it didn't bother him to leave me hot

my pussy drenched

as my insides curl at the reminder of

front door opens and I look over the edge of

walks in and a whole new set of butterflies erupts in

sit up straighter as he walks in, his arms full of

and those dark eyes of his turn molten. Fuck, Zaid looks so much like

my throat as I

me over and gives

a few bags

want to grab him and kiss

you needed?" I ask, pulling out

though I didn't buy anything for dessert. I was thinking I'd leave that

you."

my heart rate quicken. "Yeah, Alex and I were always in charge

the counter. His face softens, his usual darkness

ready for that kind of vulnerability. I nod slowly. "My dad wasn't much of a cook, but he liked to make the turkey every Thanksgiving

all the pain. My smile drops and I rub my hands down my arms to stop the wave

I can't breathe.

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like I'm

pushing through it. "He said that it was tradition.

separate dish ready

over Jake's eyes and his

faraway look in

it for a moment. "Maybe before, but not anymore. I just

my skin. “I miss them both. The holidays are

steps closer, his hand brushing

I nod.

pulling me into a hug. I rest my head against his chest, letting the steady beat of his heart

him in, letting

back, and when I tilt

mine, tentative at first, but then firmer. It's soft and

his forehead on mine. "Have you thought about what we talked about? About

know about Zaid. He doesn't know how messy this

sides, his expression tightening. "I

away from

you."

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closer, pressing my nose against his. "I don't want you

shakes his head, his hands holding on

pressing a kiss to his lips. "Dating a father and

to me."