Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 135

He Holds Me-2

A flash of headlights. The violent sound of metal crunching.

I close my eyes, trying to steady myself, to push it all back down.

When I open them again, Zaid is watching me. His brows are slightly furrowed, concern etched into his features. His hand comes to rest on my waist, and he pulls me close to

him.

"Are you okay?" he asks, voice low enough that the others don't hear.

I nod quickly, too quickly. "Yeah. I'm fine."

But I can tell he calls bullshit.

Jake and Aiden are too busy bickering to notice as Zaid takes my hand in his, squeezing gently before leading me out of the kitchen. I follow him wordlessly, my breath unsteady as he guides me to his room, closing the door behind us.

It's, only when we're alone that I finally crack.

The weight of it all crushes me at once. A choked sob escapes before I can stop it, and suddenly, I'm crumbling.

Zaid takes the mug from my hands and places it on his desk before holding me tight against his chest. "I've got you."

My entire body shakes as I sob.

"I've got you."

further. I hold on to him, my fingers brushing over the scars on his torso, and the violent need to word vomit hits

he watches me.

finally whisper, my

at

"On Valentine's day."

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features, and he closes

inhale sharply, forcing the words out before I lose the courage. "My dad took us out that morning. Breakfast, then the

up. Zaid's hold on

was my fault. I should have just left

closer, his hand rubbing

his seatbelt." My voice shatters on the last word, and I

completely.

doesn't say anything. He walks us to the edge of his bed

I fall apart, as years of grief and

no. Don't say that," he says, voice soft and

"I killed them." 2

making sure I look directly at him. His

that." His voice is rough, almost angry, but not

but he doesn't let me. His grip is firm but gentle, his fingers tilting my chin back up, forcing me to

happen. You didn't choose for that to happen. It was an accident." His