Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 146

Glue Holding it Together-2

"What do you mean by not separately anymore? You want us to fuck you together?” Jake looks like he's struggling to breathe. His words come out in a rush, almost too quickly, as if he's trying to protect something inside of him.

I flinch at the words.

I exhale, taking a moment to gather my thoughts before I speak. “No, Jake. I don't mean physically. I mean in every way."

He stares at me like I just grew a second head.

I feel a twinge of frustration, but I keep my voice even as I continue. "I want all of us to be a family. To be whole together."

I pause, looking around the table, making sure they understand. Aiden is blinking fast as he looks down at his plate. I'm not entirely sure what he's thinking or feeling.

"I don't want to be the reason you all are civil. I want to be an addition to your relationship, not the glue holding it together. I want you to be close, to respect each other. I want you to want to be around each other, even when I'm not here."

Jake blinks, shaking his head, clearly trying to process what I'm saying. "You... You already know how I feel about Zaid."

I look at him, my eyes unwavering. "Then you need to talk to Zaid yourself."

who stiffens at the sudden attention. When I

and Zaid. The silence stretches, and I can

family where we told each other everything head. That

to Zaid. "You're an

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not thinking he would do this right

Aiden hisses beneath his

"A coward. A careless, stupid idiot for putting yourself in danger after what happened with your mother." He shakes his head,

posture straightens as if the impact of his words is too much. But his eyes harden, and I can

that."

in his voice that betrays the hurt. I turn to Aiden, who's been unnervingly silent this whole time. His face is as

in a thin line.

I say softly, "you have to open

mine before he looks down at his plate, as if

the silence stretch again, until finally, Aiden lets out a shaky breath and looks

the one racing," he confesses, his voice barely a

room.