Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 264

Chapter 264

Alina 3 Years Later

Here I am, completely undone by seven pounds of squishy baby.

I cradle Elena's son in my arms, his tiny body wrapped in a pale blue blanket, his

little fists opening and closing like he's trying to find something.

One of his fingers wraps around mine and I forget how to breathe. My chest swells, my eyes sting, and I can't stop smiling like an idiot.

God, he's perfect.

I wiggle my finger against his tiny palm, whispering a quiet hi. He coos and it hits me like

a punch to the heart.

I want one.

No, I want five.

If they all feel this soft, smell this good, make my heart ache with love, then I want five.

I never used to think of myself as a mother. Not seriously. Not beyond that pregnancy scare that had me spiraling, unsure of the future and everything in it. But now? Now I'm sitting here, in a quiet hospital room and everything feels clear.

"He's absolutely beautiful," I say, looking up.

The comment was meant for Elena, but she's out cold on the bed, snoring softly, completely knocked out from forty-eight hours of labor. A laugh slips from my lips, she would hate to know that I've heard her snore.

"She deserves the rest," Noah murmurs beside me, even as he tries to hide his chuckle. He leans over and presses a kiss to her forehead, brushing a strand of hair from her damp temple. "It was a long couple of days."

There's so much love in his eyes that it steals my breath again.

My eyes drift across the room to Zaid.

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He's sitting in the corner chair, his elbows on his knees, his dark eyes fixed on me like I'm some kind of vixen. His gaze is molten, hooded and hungry, wild.

I know that look.

blinking, just watching the way I cradle that

with hospitals, and when Elena

therapy. He was determined

I have a feeling the hospital fear

his mind.

what he's thinking, because I'm thinking

the baby back into

discharged soon?"

for Zaid's hand. He doesn't speak. Doesn't

and follows me out.

but the sibtle thrum of his thumb on my thigh has me

the front door of our house before he's

are everywhere, on me as we stumble our way up the

with

of him, the taste, the heat that

my

I'm standing in

at

he whispers, breathless. "I've been trying so fucking hard to

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blink up at him, confused. "Wait for

away. Just reaches for the bookshelf, pulling down his weathered leather journal. The one that looks exactly like the one he gave

into this place.

as he

five," he

a little as I open it, flipping to

of goals for

years ago.

my list

and the very first line wrecks

1. Marry Alina.

blurs instantly, tears burning their way to

as I

slowly lower the journal.

of me, closing in, stepping