Seduced by My Childhood Sweetheart’s Brother

Chapter 40

“No, it really is her,” I said faintly.

Lilac had supposedly returned home with her mother after several days. She was standing under a small klosk by the roadside. She held a large umbrella above her as the rainwater splattered her short skirt, making her curves all the more apparent.

Lilac looked like a fake flower sprouting in the rain.

She placed her hands near her mouth again before yelling. “Felix!”

Felix saw her this time. Light glowed in his dark eyes. He ran out into the rain like an excited child, his white sneakers splashing in the dirty rainwater. “You’re back, Lili.”

Felix ran over and held Lilac in his arms. She giggled happily.

I stood there in the torrential rain, not even noticing that my umbrella was off–kilter. My heart felt numb.

Felix always managed to hurt me without so much as lifting a finger.

around me cruelly. My heart

another in the

and her embrace too alluring. Felix wasn’t able to control himself in the end. He kissed her deeply on the lips like a starving man being

tender little Lilac in the rain and kissing her

heard the sound of

Lilac turned around and yelled out to me.” We’ll be

caring phrase, yet it broke my heart so

leaving only me alone in the

and rain tore the skies above me. I stood there in the street

as the pain in the deepest corners of my heart, to

that I had

swallow me whole. Water began pooling on the streets. Lightning flashed ahead from time to time, my heart flinching

Didn’t you know from the start that Felix wasn’t yours? He never was and never will be,

crying? There are so many other boys in this world. Why hurt yourself again and again

you give up out of desperation?” I asked myself again and again, yet my

find an answer, not with how in shambles my mind