Seduced by My Childhood Sweetheart’s Brother

Chapter 183

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“Sure, you can do what you want, but I don’t want this relationship. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life being doubted, belittled, and insulted. And I dread to see the day you regret the decision you make now.”

Matthew wanted to continue arguing, but I silenced him by shaking my head.

I had made up my mind and would not be dissuaded.

This birthday party had killed the relationship between Matthew and me before it budded.

Unfortunately, I couldn’t help Matthew anymore. There was no future for our love.

“Trust me, Matthew. I’ve truly considered being with you. I considered loving you like you loved me. But there’s a gulf between us. I don’t want to be an accessory to your successes, nor do I want you to abandon your family for me.

“If you do that, we can never be truly happy even if we’re together. So let’s end things here. No need to chase after me. You know me. Once I make a decision, I’ll never change my mind.”

Something inside his eyes shattered into a million pieces.

I wasn’t in love with Matthew, but saying goodbye still hurt a lot.

I gave Matthew an embrace. I hugged him as tightly as I could to convey all my guilt and lament

held me tightly as well, as if he was melding me into his

Lulu. I can never love another woman as I love you. If

I

It was his tears.

that watching Matthew suffer would make my heart go soft, I

in my high school

came gushing out

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I bade farewell to the boy who once wrote 11 love letters

for him. His devotion was denied

in us. The fault lay in

I could feel that his

far

chubby boy who used to

apartment was empty and soulless. Helen was at the party. She

myself

“Why are you sulking?”