Chapter 280

“And for a very long time, I couldn’t sleep without taking sleeping pills.

“Lilac is a sensitive person. We fought many times, and she asked if I regretted rejecting you. I told her no. I told her that we were nothing but a past story, and in the future, I’d only love her. Now and forever.

“I lied to her and to myself. When she asked if we could rent a place near the college, I said no almost immediately. Because I wouldn’t be able to face you. On the one hand, I missed you dearly. But on the other hand, I allowed Lilac to bully you.

“On her birthday, we had agreed to celebrate it together. Then, we ran into you and she insisted on inviting you along. She was the one who came up with the idea that you should find a boyfriend. And I went with it.

“I thought that maybe I would give up on you once you were taken. Then, I could devote myself to Lilac. But when I learned that you began developing feelings for Colin, I was devastated. I went to confront you stubbornly.

“I thought you were not going to abandon me yet. But during the confrontation, I found out that you had already moved on. You’ll only love Colin from now on, won’t you?

“I regret every so much, Lulu. Every day, I wonder why I was so ungrateful, that I kicked away the girl who gave her heart to me. I selfishly hoped that you would return to me. I thought that as long as you came back to me, I’d give you everything.

“But when I saw how much you love Colin, I couldn’t bring myself to make that demand. That day, I was shocked to find out that Lilac was dating Shawn. She and I had been dating for a while, and I did love her. It’d be a lie if I said I wasn’t upset.

“But at the same time, I felt relieved, like something that was crushing my chest for years had been lifted. I was too cowardly to end the relationship, so

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was glad that Lilac took the

the girl who loved me would never return to

was surprised to hear these heartfelt words from Felix. But surprise was the only emotion

the Luna

stung. It only filled me with what could

this life, Felix and I

meant to be, we should

fade with

You should

and turned his back on me. He mumbled something,

the next few days, I commuted between my school and the hospital. No officers ever appeared to question

he was okay with being beaten

figure out the rationale behind it at night. Perhaps Felix thought that he wasn’t devoted enough to

I was impressed by his self–reflection. It renewed my

hospital, the cast on

Felix had made

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