Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

228. Tyson - Eeny, Meeny, Miny Moe I

Olivia, Ansel, and Diva have been gone most of the day. I sit in the rocking chair on the front porch, watching the front gate for any signs of them returning, while thinking of what she told us this morning.

*You are not worth my time.*

God, that hurt. And it's not like I have the right to complain, not after what I did, but it hit me like a train.

Levi is right. I have to get my knees ready. I wonder, if I present her with my heart on a silver platter will she consider listening to me? What exactly am I going to tell her, huh? I need to get my shit together and win my girl back. She might never forgive me, but she is the one I want.

It's past dinner time, and night has already fallen, but the lights coming from the house illuminate the front yard all the way to the fence.

Olivia hates me.

A few days ago, I would not have cared, but now? It's pure agony.

The front door opens and Rueben steps out on the porch with two glasses of whiskey in his hands. He hands one to me and sits in the other rocking chair, close to me.

"You look like you need a drink and some company," Rueben says when I stare at the amber liquid in the glass. It reminds me of Olivia's eyes. "So, what's been eating you all day?"

in front of me. "How do I

takes a sip from his drink. "I don't know. I've never asked

But we need to start

time to think. "I think your plan of bringing her the heads

always wanted a big family? At least five babies.

did to her? Us? And God knows what else she's had to endure all these

those old geezers. What the fuck was wrong with us?" I drain all my whiskey in one long swig. "Jason used to drug Olivia. Do you think he did the same to us?" "I don't

think Olivia is a whore? It's driving me crazy. Something is wrong with me, man." Rueben slowly savors his drink.

leave without giving us a chance to make things right with her, because I was shitting my pants. But thank fuck she is home. Now I can start thinking about how I'll fucking grovel. "I think it would be for the best," I say, as I get up and go to the main gate and open it. Seconds later, a car enters and parks in

are you doing

her the last time I was here. Since I have no way

your mouths." And with

from here by the time

to the fireplace. "I don't care. I also came to see Mose since he didn't even bother to show his ass at work today. Where

replies as he closes the

"Dinner

soon, I turn on the

out her fancy