Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

308. Olivia - Nail polish III

It doesn't take long for the guys to build up a fire and prepare some snacks while I take a long shower, do my hair, and put on a pair of jeans, a sweater, and my new boots. My toes are finally healed due to my darkness, so wearing shoes is no longer a problem.

After I take a few bottles of nail polish with me, I go outside.

It's the last week of January and the weather is slowly starting to warm up. It's been years since I was eager for something and right now I find myself looking forward to see the farm during spring.

The guys are gathered around the fire drinking and talking, including Rin and Steven. I hesitate before I go to them since I don't know what to expect, especially from Rueben. He's always in a foul mode.

Tyson takes his beer bottle to his mouth takes a sip before saying, "We will move the pasture. I don't want the horses to-" He stops midsentence when he sees me. "It's been a long time since I saw you with braided hair. You look beautiful." I run my hand along my braid. "Thank you." There are no empty chairs, so I say, "If you don't want me here, I can go."

"Actually, I hoped you would sit in my lap," five voices say at the same time. Rin and Steven don't say a word as they roast marshmallows over the fire.

I shift my weight from one leg to the other. "I wanted to sit in my chair."

When Mose gets up and says, "Sit," it doesn't surprise me. The others mutter under their breaths.

lap. "I can't believe you tricked me!" He flashes me a grin before kissing me. The others mutter, "That's not fair," and I'm pretty sure Mose is flipping them the bird, but I can't tell since my eyes are closed. Kissing with your eyes open is just... weird. I push at his chest and say

all paint your

away from Mose just as Rueben says, "Olivia wasn't feeling well so

each other before bursting out laughing. Ansel, Jasper, and Mose don't give a shit, while Tyson and

"Simps," Steven snickers.

sitting next to Mose and me, puts his hand on my thigh. "If letting Olivia paint my nails makes

and Steven keep

of nail polish and open it.

will understand when you are in love,"

laughing. "I

say, "Too bad. Levi was a hopeless romantic." I stop breathing while I wait for everyone to lash out at

"Levi refused to let women get close to

at Rueben's words, but I probably fail as I hear myself inhale deeply. Rueben hated Levi. Why would he think Camila and Levi are together in the next life? Although the thought of Camila finally realizing what a great guy Levi is and them being happy

move the pasture." He grabs a stick for a small pile next to the pit fire and puts a marshmallow in

to do while I paint the nails of Ansel, Mose, Jasper, and Tyson. I stop from time to time to eat marshmallows or to drink some non-alcoholic beverage. Given my history of addiction, I am not allowed to have anything that might make me relapse. Since the last time I got high, I didn't feel the need to consume more drugs. I am not a big fan of alcohol