Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

346. Olivia - Whole II

I no longer fight him. There's no need when I accepted him back into my life. I should have made him grovel for years for what he did to me, but just because I let him back into my life, it doesn't mean things will be as they were when we were madly in love. It will take a long time for me to fully trust Tyson. This is the last chance I give him. If he screws up again, I won't hesitate to break the bond between us.

When Tyson stops kissing me, we are both breathing hard. Letting him fuck me is still something I don't look forward to because when it happens, I know my heart will open to him, and all my love for him will return.

Rueben's hand rests on my stomach, and for one moment, I let myself envision how it would be if I agree to get IVF treatment. The guys would dote on me every moment of the day. They would never let anything happen to our baby or me. Tears blur my vision. I'll never get to experience that, and it's killing me. I've said for years that I won't have any more babies and that I'm happy my tubes were removed, but I think I've been lying to myself all this time. Else why would I be so heartbroken over something that will never happen?

Rueben grabs my face between his palms. "What's wrong?"

I let out a long breath and say, "Mine," before I kiss Rueben. A bond that ties not Rueben and me but Tyson, Ansel, Jasper, and Mose together like a spider web form around us.

Everything is so overwhelming and my body glows so brightly, engulfing the three of us in a blaze of feelings and needs and wants. Tyson and Rueben's love wraps around me like a cocoon. They are not enough for my soul to heal, I need the others as well, who rush to join us.

My body glow grows brighter until it reaches Ansel, Jasper, and Mose. It might be only in my head, but I feel...whole. For several seconds, there's a tsunami of thoughts and feelings.

I never thought mind reading what a thing, until this moment. I can't say I like it either since most thoughts are about me naked, on my hands and knees, and being fucked until I lose my voice. Is sex all they think about?

me being stuffed with

My body stops glowing.

intrigues me.

as I love Olivia, and it's killing me

Tyson asks Jasper-who's cheeks turn a few shades darker making me think that he

quite expect him to have such strong feelings for Tyson. While I'm only into men, for me,

it because Olivia finally took pity on you and saved your ass from being consumed by your demon." "Shut the fuck up," Rueben

the bird. "Do I want to know why

that it never happens again, but first, let's have dinner with Angel and her bondeds." I get up from the bed and go to Jasper. "If you love someone, make sure they know," I try to give him the push he needs to open up to Tyson before standing on my tiptoes and kissing

me. "I

journey. While I shouldn't trust the guys, especially Tyson and Rueben, they are slowly proving that they do care about me. My arms wrap around Jasper, and I press my ear against his strong chest. "You know that I wasn't referring to that, but you do you. Whatever you choose to do, I'll be rooting for you. Also, thank you for...everything." His hold on me tightens.

the top of my head. "I was waiting for things to settle down

a schedule. I'll be Tyson's muse as well," I say. My back is to Tyson, so I can't see his reaction, but the

thing existed, and

a junior bounty hunter, I say, "We should make sure there's still food left for us. Angel was pretty hungry but didn't want to eat before everyone was here." "Pregnant women can be scary when they are hungry,"