Shadow Slave

Rain looked at him with a serious expression, thinking.

Inwardly, Sunny sighed.

He still didn't know how to change her mentality and make her vicious enough to survive the Dream Realm. He didn't even know if he wanted to, and if that was the right thing to do.

At least she seemed to understand a little bit more about the truth of the world after surviving the Gate opening. For now, that was going to have to be enough.

And this conversation was his attempt to make the lesson stick.

After a while, Rain said with uncertainty:

"Survival?"

Sunny raised an eyebrow, looking at her with surprise.

What were the chances that, despite their different life experiences, his sister would answer the question the same way he had, all that time ago, in the desolate hell of the Forgotten Shore?

He remained silent for a while, remembering those terrible, wonderful days. Then, he shook his head.

"No. The essence of combat is murder."

Rain shivered slightly.

"M—murder?"

Sunny nodded.

"Of course. What else would it be? You have to kill your enemy, or die. Either way, someone ends up murdered, and someone ends up as the murderer. So, the purpose of combat training is to make sure that you're the murderer. It is really that simple."

He paused, and then added:

"Survival is important, of course… but that can't be your primary goal. Such a goal is a terrible one to have. Even in life, it is not enough. You have to survive to continue living, but if you only live to survive, then what is even the point? More than that, if you don't strive for something bigger, something better, then you will only ever do what is required and nothing else. Which will make you weaker than those who want and dare to do more, and that weakness will cost you your life…"

fell silent. Rain looked at

"Uh… Sunny?"

blinked a

"Yeah. Sorry. So…"

I guess it's true what

trying to impart some wisdom, little as he had, on his attentive student, Sunny had accidentally stumbled on a truth about his own desperate desire to grow stronger. Everything Sunny had told Rain could be applied to himself. He had long ago abandoned his singular desire to survive at

obsession?

a lot

glanced at Rain, and

your mind… is much more tricky. If you can understand the true essence of combat, however — truly grasp it with

***

Rain. In the end, he wasn't sure that she really grasped the knowledge he wanted to share with her, but it was at least

it. He had met Nephis after surviving the First Nightmare and several days of fighting for his life on the Forgotten Shore. Even then, it had taken being nearly killed by a carapace centurion for him

were no carapace centurions around, and Sunny certainly wasn't going to run her through with

for now, this was

and watch her struggle to replicate them. The progress was slow, but she was really a talented kid. For now, what held her back the most was

teenage girl to be as strong as an Awakened. Her body could be trained…

compete with people like Caster or Master Roan in terms of physical might. However, this could be

to deliver a lethal blow. Unless one planned to beat their enemy to death with their fists, technique and skill were much more important

style could make that inherent

to be sufficiently exhausted, and pushing further would not do her any good. He gestured for

heavily, her pale face glistening with sweat. Noticing the beautiful glass bottle, she smiled with

that a

his head

are

it

I've never seen a real Memory up close before. It… it

stared at her

is real. What are you

and then handed the

it after defeating

for a