Shadows In Durango

Chapter 59

*****Vincent's POV*****

"I'm sorry that you went through that, Vincent," Sofia said softly, her eyes full of genuine compassion. "No one should have to endure that kind of pain, especially from their own family... and believe me, I would know." She trails off, catching my attention with the last part.

Her family were bastards too? That would explain her running away from home and winding up here in town alone...

Her words hit me hard, and I felt a lump forming in my throat but I swallowed it back before it could lead to anything. I wouldn't cry over them, never.

I nodded, taking a moment to collect myself before continuing-

"It wasn't easy, especially when I was young," I admitted, my voice rough with emotion. "But it made me who I am today and if my father was to ever try to raise a hand to me these days, I would knock him around senseless - and the best part about that is, he would deserve it." I state firmly, believing in my words, instantly feeling my body tighten at the thought of my father.

"Why didn't your mother ever fight back for you?" Sofia whispers gently, as I instantly feel disgusted by the mention of her.

I wish she wasn't my mother...

"She's just a whore who fell pregnant with me to trap my father into marrying her - she's slept with half of his colleagues and isn't ashamed about it either. Sometimes, I feel sorry for her, because she seems completely soulless and lost, but then I remember what she allowed me to go through. I was never comforted whenever I would cry, she only wanted my father's approval and yet she never managed to get it - even still to this day!" I speak through my teeth, knuckles tightening.

It sounded ridiculous considering that my father beat me black and blue, but I always hated my mother more for never once asking me, her son, if I was okay. Something so simple, yet she never did it.

Sofia surprises me next by reaching across the table, her hand reaching up to take one of mine, squeezing it softly as I allow her to.

and I felt a surge of

want to be and from what I've seen tonight, you're already on the right path to be a better man than he ever could." Sofia

I'm fucking good at it too. I'm not much different to him when you actually think about it and put it on paper. One day, I would love to get so good that I could overrun his business, just to watch him crumble and grovel at my feet, but he would stop at nothing to have me

understand my life and who I am - especially

a lot to talk about the past." Sofia's softer approach puts

was the side to her that had drawn me in since day one, how she had so gracefully handled the worst

all to myself, in fear that somebody else would come and take her from me. I was growing obsessed with her, and until now I had tried to suppress it as much as humanly

heard the rumours." Sofia admits, her tone uncertain as I

as I hate him, at least he pays me well for it. But don't talk about my business to anyone, or I would have to kill you princess." I

us for the complete experience all for free. The next chapter is eagerly

into some serious shit if she ever

eyes widen which only causes

wouldn't... she's a good

deal with your past? Only if you feel

the time she needs to choose her words, watching her mental battle

me, I could tell when people held secrets - whether for the good or for the

home..." Sofia swallows

one. My Mom though, she was different, softer and more kind. But she died a couple of years ago and since then my life has gone down the drain to put it lightly." I see her eyes well up when talking about her Mother before she quickly attempts

gangster which I just find to

father is and whether or not I have heard of him

put things lightly, and please don't tell anybody about this Vincent because I've never spoke about this to anyone, not even Emma yet." She pauses as I nod